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He sounds like the male Carrie Bradshaw :lol:
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Gosh... She did it again... She deleted another mini-feed on Facebook! This time I posted the pictures her and I and another friend took at the Swiss. It's strange because she keeps deleteing ONLY the mini-feeds that have something to do with me.... BUT she accepts all my online invitations... like for Facebook and MSN and stuff... And in person, we hug and she hugs back, even though her hands are busy and she'll be stuffing her face with food. And she'll always smile and ask how I am and stuff. And it's totally different. I know I shouldn't judge anything by Facebook... Everyone keeps telling me it's just a coincidence, but it still gets to me... I should probably just quit being so paranoid.

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Gosh... She did it again... She deleted another mini-feed on Facebook! This time I posted the pictures her and I and another friend took at the Swiss. It's strange because she keeps deleteing ONLY the mini-feeds that have something to do with me.... BUT she accepts all my online invitations... like for Facebook and MSN and stuff... And in person, we hug and she hugs back, even though her hands are busy and she'll be stuffing her face with food. And she'll always smile and ask how I am and stuff. And it's totally different. I know I shouldn't judge anything by Facebook... Everyone keeps telling me it's just a coincidence, but it still gets to me... I should probably just quit being so paranoid.

 

it will be fine, just try to relax, what happens happens but it doesnt seem at all like shes ignoring you, its in your head E :) try to focus on the good like you guys meeting on sunday :)

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I suppose you're right! Thanks, Miguel! :hug:

I just have to quit being so pesimistic. I've gotta look on the bright side. Like her and I potentiall freaking out on Sunday about the tickets... or I freak out and she's gets scared like all my friends do :lol:

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I suppose you're right! Thanks, Miguel! :hug:

I just have to quit being so pesimistic. I've gotta look on the bright side. Like her and I potentiall freaking out on Sunday about the tickets... or I freak out and she's gets scared like all my friends do :lol:

 

 

Wow. this topic has impressive replies :giggle:

 

I think i'll scroll through the pages and read :)

"...It's the circle of life. You gotta look forward. Two days during the year there's nothing you can do about: yesterday and tomorrow. Today is a great day." - Celine Dion, People.

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Bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger bugger!!

 

She wasn't at work today! Business has been slow at the Swiss lately, so our managers are trying to cut down on shifts, so out of the seven servers that were working tonight, they decided to call Fara and tell her she didn't need to come in! They told me and I almost passed out. In my head I was like... "Crap! Dammit! Shittyyy!! Blaaahhhhhhh!!!" :glare: :glare: ... I was annoyed with the manager for awhile, but then i started to feel sad because she's not working next week at all, so this will make about three weeks without me seeing her. :cry:

 

It's just unbearable! I was going to tell her that the tickets came in the mail on Friday, and then ask her how she's liking the TCH CD so far... Then I was going to ask her what she would do to try and get rid of a guy without hurting him (love life advice)... Basically, I just had a lot of stuff I wanted to talk to her about! *siiiighhh* Oh well... I'll just have to wait then... At least I get to go to Montreal tomorrow. -_- But again... I still won't be able to see her... or touch her. *sigh* :(

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I was thinking of doing that when I come back. :)

I just wish I could see her! Oh man, the pain of waiting! :pinch:

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Posted

OK... after reading the posts...

I think you just need to take a CHILL PILL, Erika!!

Don't OBSESS over this girl and OVER THINK everything!

Just let it be what it is.

Enjoy her company when you are together.

TALK to her, LISTEN to her, and develop a DEEP friendship.

AND then, it may develop into a ROMANTIC relationship (if she is so inclined).

Don't RUSH things... and don't make it something it ISN'T!

JUST HAVE FUN!!!

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LOOLLL. Words of wisdom from Bre. :lol:

Yeah... I think I'm overthinking. I just want things to turn out right and I guess I just get over-paranoid about things sometimes. But I'm still bummed that my manager was such a poophead today and told her not to come to work... Gosh... Ammy... She's a really nice manager, but still... Bleh. :rolleyes: I'll just wait another two weeks until I see her then... Gosh. :P

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You know what they say?

 

Good things come to those who WAIT!! :giggle:

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Posted

You`re giving Fara one of the front row tickets?

 

I expected you`d be taking someone who was a big fan :shrug:

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You`re giving Fara one of the front row tickets?

 

I expected you`d be taking someone who was a big fan :shrug:

 

Well you know what they say... love conquers all!

 

:thumbsup2:

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You`re giving Fara one of the front row tickets?

 

I expected you`d be taking someone who was a big fan :shrug:

 

 

Like me, I would have gone! :giggle: :P

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EVVERRYY time I see the name of this thread, I always want to post this...

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8Ar9Q0Eru4

 

I am such a huge fan of Doris Day, especially when she was in Calamity Jane...

 

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I hope everything is going ok for you E!!!! :)

 

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Posted
I think shes back! :clap:

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EVVERRYY time I see the name of this thread, I always want to post this...

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8Ar9Q0Eru4

 

I am such a huge fan of Doris Day, especially when she was in Calamity Jane...

 

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I hope everything is going ok for you E!!!! :)

 

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Omg I love a bit of Doris "My secret love's no secret anyyyyyymore" ^_^

 

Calamity Jane is the best!

 

So any updates E? :)

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Hey everyone! I have returned from the land of the French! :lol:

Surprisingly, the entire time I was there, I thought so little of Fara. I thought of all the Celinenesses possible lol. Probably because I was in the land of all the Celinenesses. I went all out with my fanaticism, and boy, I was a scary. :lol: But now I truly believe that it's Celine then Fara. :whistling:

 

Anyway... nothing new with her lately... I think I mentioned and was told that I was supposed to call her tonight or something... But I don't think that's going to happen. I just don't feel "ready". Does that make sense?

 

And to Jane:

I mentioned like three times in the e-mails that I was going to take Fara LOL. :lol: Silly Jane! :giggle:

But this will give me a chance to spend some quality time with her, you know? It'll be nice. :)

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Oh, I knew you were taking Fara but I guess I just expected you would give her one of the 8th row tickets and give one of the front row tickets to someone who was a huge fan.

But I guess you would have to be in the front row so it stands to reason that she would too :blush:

Don`t go in my head... It`s a VERY scary place :fear:

 

Anyways........

I saw the pics you put on facebook and she does look like she has a great personality.

I must say this, though (and bare in mind that I`m straight :laugh: ) ...... you are A LOT prettier than her :D

 

WE all know how great you are so hopefully she will see it too :clap:

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Awwwwe . Janie! If you could say those words to HER, I'd be golden. :heart:

Thanks Janie! Love you soooo much!

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After reading these recent updates, my little advice is to just remain friends. Brenda's right, good things come to those who wait. Don't let this ruin your friendship, good friends are hard to find. This is a very common story---just like the story of Ziggy. But life is about learning.

"People pay 20-25 dollars to see you."

- Céline Dion, 1990

Posted
You`re giving Fara one of the front row tickets?

 

I expected you`d be taking someone who was a big fan :shrug:

 

Well you know what they say... love conquers all!

 

:thumbsup2:

 

 

 

..IN WHAT UNIVERSE? :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:

 

JK JK..

"...It's the circle of life. You gotta look forward. Two days during the year there's nothing you can do about: yesterday and tomorrow. Today is a great day." - Celine Dion, People.

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Omgsh... I saw something today that freaked me out. The schedule for next week at work was posted up and Fara's name wasn't on the schedule AT ALL... Nor was the name of this other guy named Joseph... I don't know why. I was being emo with the other servers and they were all like... "It's probably a mistake... or maybe she took a week off or something..."

 

But I still wasn't quite reassured... So I called her... No one picked up but I did leave a message. In the message, I said:

"Hey hun... Fara... Listen... I saw something today that really shocked me... I don't know what's going on, so please give me a call when you can, or later tonight if possible on my cell or at home. Thanks. Bye."

 

I think I sounded really stressed in the message lol. Maybe she'll get the hint that I AM stressed and hopefully she'll return my freaking call this time! This is too hard! I'm telling ya! :pinch:

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Posted

:S

 

Poor E!

"...It's the circle of life. You gotta look forward. Two days during the year there's nothing you can do about: yesterday and tomorrow. Today is a great day." - Celine Dion, People.

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I just called her again... I left a long message this time... I don't remember everything I said word for word, but this was the rough of it...

 

"Wow... I'm beginning to develop a strong relationship with your answering machine haha. It's Erika calling by the way. I left you a message earlier, but I don't remember if I told you it was me or not. Anyway... Please please please please please please call me so I can stop freaking out and also so that I can stop overloading your voice mail. Call me at anytime, actually... I don't care if it's in the middle of the night, just pleaase call me. Also... I just wanted to let you know that the tickets came in the mail on Friday. I was going to tell you on Sunday, but apparently Ammy called you and told you not to come in that day... So I couldn't exactly tell you. I sent you an e-mail about it, but I don't know if you got that or not. Anyway... again... please call me. I'm dying here! What if I told you I was dying? Would that make you do things any faster (lol)? Okay... I'm lying on the floor... dying. I'll lie on the floor waiting for you! Okay... well, please call me. I can't stress it enough. I'll be home all day tomorrow likely... If not then give me ring on my cell any time. I'd like to quit flipping out over here - don't worry it's nothing personal, it's just something I saw at work today that made me flip. I don't know if you know about it or not, but if you do, please let me know you do. Anyway... call me! Thanks! Bye!"

 

I think I stressed the "call me" enough. I hope she gets the hint and CALLS ME. Sheesh, woman... :mellow:

This is me freaking out because she's my FRIEND. Honestly... if she quits, we're so screwed. :wacko:

Like socially screwed at work... No more fun and stealing gummy worms... No more laughing at random things... *sigh* Right now... more than ever, I feel so sad because the fact that I've started to grow closer to her and she makes work more fun - this is honest to God, friend on friend talk... Not even like, "I have a huge crush on her" talk. This is like if I were working with say, my best friend and she decides to do something else, which in turn will cut down the hours of which we see and have fun together, I would be so pooped on! That's how I feel.

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ummm do you know how much I love you!!!!! its okay. in time everything will be just fine im sure! i know i have been in a similar situation. My darling girl please don't stress to much when we are in love like this it seems to be that we sometimes forget about the other person in a way in that they may have so many other things going on in their life that they can not control. I know if you lost her. it would be bad but i higly doubt it will happen!

 

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April 2nd 2008 Melbourne Australia

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April 6th 2008 Sydney Australia (home)

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February 12th 2009 Montreal Canada First time Catwalk Seats sooo much attention from Miss Dion!

February 14th 2009 Montreal Canada Touched Celine as she left. Asked her to be my Valentine!

February 15th 2009 Montreal Canada I MET CELINE DION BACKSTAGE!!!!!!

February 26th 2009 Omaha Nebraska Gave Celine Shadow Of Love Sunglasses! Front ROW! I got the Last Stage Hug of the TOUR!!!!!!

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Eeeee :dontbesad: It's going to be ok...you can't call her anymore now after that kind of message :lol:

 

 

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