sad

[mazceline]

yes i know i have done my friends heads in patty/ damien, and im sorry so i aint gonna log on so much, and stop bothering you, and that my friends is a deal

[Krys]

you dont bug us Marie. you better keep logging on...

[1Celine12]

WE need your cheerful smiles once in a while. And as Krys said, keep logging on. You are a joy to have around.

[mazceline]

i dont mind cause i feel good

[1Celine12]

I'm glad that you feel good.

[Krys]

yeah well Marie, cuz if you dont log on anymore i'll come looking for you in your dreams

[mazceline]

so so good

[Krys]

eh? are you in a mix of emotions Marie?

[mazceline]

im all f***** up tonight BUT feel good

[1Celine12]

Keep this feeling going for a long time. I hope you continue to feel this way for a long time, Marie. I feel GREAT right now. "GOD knows that we're ALIVE."

[mazceline]

yes im sure ill be good, until i wake up in the morning for work at 5am

which im guessings gonna be hard

[1Celine12]

How long are you off work? Just take it one day at a time like Céline and René did when he had the cancer scare and things will get better as time goes on.

[mazceline]

mmmmmmmmmmm ok

[mazceline]

well i sneaked on computer while he is fixing the car, but my lady is not playing with me so i shall sleep now, no one loves me any more, do i care NO cause i dmt blame them, im up at 3.30am for work and im f*****, cause a doctor said im not so bad, there was my excuse, guess its time to get worse

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

night

[VanMerlin]

no one loves me any more, do i care NO

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You care, and you know that's not true...you are loved. You are cared about.

[mazceline]

where did you find that. hell you dont even know me

 

 

i like you alot, you said i was affecting my son, well let me say every day evry hour he knows i love him, when i get beat, he thinks i have fallen, my boy is my hero and i will look out for him always first, always id die before he got hurt or sad like me

[mazceline]

finished

[celinedionsfan]

If Only I Could...

 

I would wipe aways your tears,

chase away your fears,

take away the pain

and stop the endless rain.

 

I would hold you in my arms,

keep you safe from harm,

help you find the light

on your darkest nights.

 

I would ease your troubled mind

and help you find

a reason to believe

in all you can achieve.

 

I would give back your dreams

even though it seems

like they belong to the past

and were never meant to last.

 

I would pick up the pieces of your shattered heart

and stop your world from falling apart

Give you a mirror so that you can see

the person who has become a friend to me.

 

If only I could ...

[Célinefull]

I have no idea what the above was about, Maz, but let me say this publically, if you leave here, your not the kind of person that I thought you were.

 

Everybody cares about you here Marie, nothing you could say or do would ever change that.

[1Celine12]

None of us want you to leave Marie. You are too kind to leave. Stay here as long as you can. Don't ever go away.

[mazceline]

im sorry

 

 

 

 

 

been given tablets from doctors, to help now, so i wont be like that again, plus i wont be drinking now with these so PEOPLE dont have to worry about talking to me in that condition

 

 

 

sorry again

[Krys]

no need to be sorry Marie love you sooooooo much!

[mazceline]

thanks

[Krys]

no prob mate

[celinedionsfan]

Marie ...

 

We've all said and/or done things we wish we hadn't ... part of being human ... but the past is just that ... THE PAST ... we can't change it ... we can only move forward ...

[1Celine12]

That's exactly what I would have said Patty. We say or do things that we regret later in life and we forget about them right away. The past is the past and whatever you said Marie will beforgotten later.

[celinedionsfan]

Falling deeper and deeper into the abyss

nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

from the darkness engulfing me

trembling, shaking, watching helplessly

all my dreams shattering

into a thousand pieces right before my eyes

reaching out, grasping for something,

anything to stop the downward spiral

and falling deeper into the endless night

gasping for air, fighting to breathe

forced to my knees by the pain from within

searching, hoping desperately to find

some small flicker of light to ease my mind

losing the battle, to weak to fight,

surrendering ...

[1Celine12]

WE need to not give up the fight. WE beed to continue even if the fight is too unbearable. WE need to realize that WE can't look away from the light. WE need to keep our eyes on the light that's at the end of the tunnel.

[celinedionsfan]

WE need to not give up the fight.  WE beed to continue even if the fight is too unbearable.  WE need to realize that WE can't look away from the light.  WE need to keep our eyes on the light that's at the end of the tunnel.

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Yes ... Dana ... we MUST do these things ALONE ... others can help us, offer us a hand ... a shoulder ... a kind word ... a warm embrace ... but each of us ... on our own ... must fight the fight ... find the light ... NO ONE can fight for us ... NO ONE can find the light for us ...

[mazceline]

If Only I Could...

 

I would wipe aways your tears,

chase away your fears,

take away the pain

and stop the endless rain.

 

I would hold you in my arms,

keep you safe from harm,

help you find the light

on your darkest nights.

 

I would ease your troubled mind

and help you find

a reason to believe

in all you can achieve.

 

I would give back your dreams

even though it seems

like they belong to the past

and were never meant to last.

 

I would pick up the pieces of your shattered heart

and stop your world from falling apart

Give you a mirror so that you can see

the person who has become a friend to me.

 

If only I could ...

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