sad

[celinedionsfan]

Honey ... you will get through today ... one breath at a time ... and we're all here for you!

[Célinefull]

Marie! I didn't see any photo

[mazceline]

next time your on ill put him on my aviator again, he will be a heart breaker like his mum

 

 

Question---- Do you think it is possible , by listening , writing to someone not knowing what they look like, just the fact you have learnt alot about them, is possible to have a crush, fall for them, even though you will never ever see them, or is it pointless in saying how you feel???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

[VanMerlin]

Maz, it's never pointless in saying how you feel. It gives you wings. At least then, you know that you opened your heart and followed it, leaving you no regrets. Even if you think you'll never see the person, things can happen. Stuff happens all the time. "Never" is one of those bad words, like "should". They aren't real words...they're opinions made up in our minds - blockades we put up to squash our hopes and dreams. Let nothing stop you!!

 

It's absolutely possible to fall in love with someone just by talking but never seeing them. In fact, it may be the best way. You learn about their soul and heart first, and those are the most fundamental things about love.

 

And about us turning your thread into a happy dance, I'm glad you don't mind because, I think a thread about depression can turn into a thread about getting you out of it too. So on with the laughter and crazy antics!!! I was missing you yesterday...you would have been a great addition to our craziness.

[mazceline]

me crazy no way

 

 

 

 

Guess you know me too well. if i knew how to do graphics, and smileys id be as crazy as you GIRL

[VanMerlin]

So, Maz, you've gone from thinking I'm a man to now thinking I'm a woman. What changed?

[mazceline]

i think you are a women, cause you are sensitive most men are not, i said most not all before anyone shouts back

[mazceline]

im sad again

[VanMerlin]

What makes you happy, Maz? Write a list. Look around and find those things in your life, right now.

 

Why are you sad? You can PM me about that if you want. I think I know, but I don't want to make assumptions.

[mazceline]

you know right,night

[celinedionsfan]

I was going through the most difficult moments of my life and you ... sweet Marie ... reached out to me ... with such kind words ... what a special person you are! I am so proud to know you ... you reach out to others ... you are loving and caring ... and yes, honey, you have your flaws ... regrets ... things you're not proud of ... we all do ... that's what it means to be human ... we are not perfect ... we make mistakes ... we stumble ... we fall ... sometimes we can pick ourselves up and sometimes we need help ... but we are all gifts ... all precious ... and you are loved.

[Krys]

im freakin depressed...

 

Maz, what happened to the matching avatar?

[mazceline]

it is matching aint it? change it for me if its wrong x

[mazceline]

Well been to work this morning, a note waiting for me from my EX, saying over the last few weeks ive been cold towards her, and that she realised how much she misses me, the rest really was appologising about her behaviour towards me of late,

 

Well i guess when you stop showing them attention, they can not take it, i guess over the last couple of days ive realised that all i want is someone to love and be loved from, and the first thing i grasp at aint always the best, so i guess the answer to her will be, she had my love took it for granted that it would always be there , now its too late, mazza come first from this day forward, and a good friend showed me that last night so, i will wait for that special someone to find me now, and enjoy the love from my child and friends

[disadiva]

I can say that my life has been living hell and today i see the bright side atlast.

 

1. My father sexually abused me and he hit me to so it was (sexual abuse violence ) he was alcholist as well and was often drunk when he abused me.

 

2. I was Bullied still is.

 

3. I comitted suicide 3 times but somebody saved me my guiding angel.

 

4. I take the problems of my friends into me and it becomes my problems and i just fall apart what about me and my own problems.

 

5. My child has autism and is autistic he is 8 yrs old. He is the light of my life.

 

6. Thousand of things i ´m depressed person and i take prosac for that not fun at all. (The icelandic word is serol for Prosac.) it keeps me going and i can be normal as everyone else around me,, i am very good person and i love everyone that´s my fault really people use that and break me down i´m so kind and some say that i´m to kind. Like an angel.

 

I am a single mother because it didn´t work out for me and my boyfriend he is the father of my son and he still cares a lot for me and want´s to be my friend we are good friends and he has a new girlfriend it is very difficult for me cause i still love him but if he is happy then i am and live goes on. I always say these days.

 

My Heart Will Go On and i take one day at a time.

[Krys]

your story is sad disadiva. what happened to your father?

[celinedionsfan]

When darkness surrounds you

When fear and lonliness overwhelm you

Whe the pain is too much for you to bear

When you've fallen and can't get up again

I will reach out my hand

I will help you stand

I will be your safe haven

The place where you can rest

I will light the candle

and even though the flame may flicker

It will never go out

and you will find your way

I can not protect you

from all the storms

Nor can I take all your pain away

But I will be your safe haven

The place where you can rest

When every step you take seems wrong

When you can't find a reason to hold on

When you're lost and confusused

When you don't know which path to choose

I will reach out my hand to you

I will not leave you alone

I will be your safe haven

The place where you can rest.

Edited April 28, 2006 at 03:51 PM by celinedionsfan

[Krys]

who wrote that Patty?

[celinedionsfan]

I did

[Krys]

sounds great! could i record it when i find the time to?

[celinedionsfan]

sure

[VanMerlin]

When did you write it? It has honestly made me tear up.

 

It's nice to see a fellow poet.

[celinedionsfan]

Started it late last night ... just formed the thoughts ... then just wrote it in the post ... sometimes the words flow ... had a very special inspiration ...

[Krys]

thank you Patty you'll be the first one to hear it

[Célinefull]

That's so beautiful Pat - Can we make that the official theme song of the Céline Channel Offtopic forum? If Krys records it, that would be really cool.

 

@What Marie said above, it's about time that you realised you deserve so much more than what she could ever give you, and take strength form the fact that you are stronger than she will ever be, and you will be happy.

[mazceline]

When darkness surrounds you

When fear and lonliness overwhelm you

Whe the pain is too much for you to bear

When you've fallen and can't get up again

I will reach out my hand

I will help you stand

I will be your safe haven

The place where you can rest

I will light the candle

and even though the flame may flicker

It will never go out

and you will find your way

I can not protect you

from all the storms

Nor can I take all your pain away

But I will be your safe haven

The place where you can rest

When every step you take seems wrong

When you can't find a reason to hold on

When you're lost and confusused

When you don't know which path to choose

I will reach out my hand to you

I will not leave you alone

I will be your safe haven

The place where you can rest.

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[mazceline]

You know at work yesterday , everyone supposed to be friends, but they argue over the littlest thing, all tell telling what another has said, you know if i ever told someone anything there within minutes the rest of the75 people would know, i stood there watchin and realised how lucky i am here, at one point in the kitchen i said, come on people were all friends chill out its only work, well i got a look, some one said have you joined a cult or something, all happy and wanting us to get on and laughted, guess i have a new perspective on the word friendship now.I realised though how frightened i get incase people dont really like me or, if they decide not to be friends again, i know its silly, but i hope i keep friends with most here

[mazceline]

disadiva

 

 

You have been through a hell of a lot like me, but when you have kids it kind of changes doesnt it, you have to put yourself behind for a while, they told me my boy was autistic at one point he is only 3, and i paniced, he is brighter than all the others, but never stops never sleeps is on the go, luckely they think he suffers from hyper activity, and his brain is on over load, so i feel so lucky there, you must be stronger than you think to cope

 

I think you need a pat on the back, for first being a good mum second a single one

 

I had a experience when i was 9 which lets say made me hate men, i guess thats why i believe i am gay, feel safer with women, i think something like that leads to a chain of things, even me i sometimes wonder am i gay, all that lead to what ive been through, i believe im a better person for going through it now.i hope you had councelling about your father, i think you need to get it all out, face your demonds, then find a man who you can explain to and hopefully make you feel its right again

 

Talking is the best medicine i opened up to someone this week not everything, but feel a different person cause i found a special someone i trust completely.

 

I hope you will be ok, an remember, nothing is worth not being appart of this world

 

 

I just realised i have 3 posts in a row, i must be boring

 

 

Take care friend

Edited April 29, 2006 at 06:39 AM by mazceline

[Célinefull]

You know at work yesterday , everyone supposed to be friends, but they argue over the littlest thing, all tell telling what another has said, you know if i ever told someone anything there within minutes the rest of the75 people would know, i stood there watchin and realised how lucky i am here, at one point in the kitchen i said, come on people were all friends chill out its only work, well i got a look, some one said have you joined a cult or something, all happy and wanting us to get on and laughted, guess i have a new perspective on the word friendship now.I realised though how frightened i get incase people dont really like me or, if they decide not to be friends again, i know its silly, but i hope i keep friends with most here

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I feel like that sometimes too Maz, but I've learnt recently that you can't live your own life vicariously through other people.

[mazceline]

Yes i just feel like ive changed towards them, they will always be my friends i have loads, but no one untill i came here that i can be truthful with, does that make sense