sad

[mazceline]

hey friends im really happy in this sad topic my mum saw her specialist and she is gonna be fine all she needs is some medicine now and the cancer has gone, im major touching wood

[celinedionsfan]

I could never regret

loving you ...

how could I ever regret

the choice my heart made?

The heart only knows

how to love

and love is

never a mistake.

But how do I

stop my heart

from breaking

at the thought

of saying goodbye

and how do I

stop my heart

from shattering

when I know

I should let you go?

And even if I could

find a way to let you go

that won't change

how I feel

I won't stop loving you

and letting go

doesn't mean that

I will ever walk away

I'll always be here

if you ever need me

[Célinefull]

I don't even think there is such a thing as letting go of someone you love, I haven't been able to do it yet and I would love to meet a person that has. I suppose the danger is looking for someone to fill the place of someone else, and making a bad decision.

[celinedionsfan]

Ypu are right, Damien ... the worst thing we can do is turn to someone to replace what we've lost ...

[Célinefull]

sigh...I wish I new what was going on right now

[raluca]

I don't even think there is such a thing as letting go of someone you love, I haven't been able to do it yet and I would love to meet a person that has. I suppose the danger is looking for someone to fill the place of someone else, and making a bad decision.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

well...guess what? i'm one of those persons who let go someone I loved...and still love....believe me...you wouldn't like to know how it feels...

 

but know what's the strangest thing? i still believe in this love that isn't taking me anywhere....

 

Patty, i love the lyrics! i find myself in them...

Edited August 16, 2006 at 10:41 PM by raluca

[mazceline]

rulaca, you are so special and have a heart of gold i wish you would see what you have to offer then maybe you would start loving your self that little bit more

[celinedionsfan]

So here I am

so alone

so unsure

of what do do

and wondering whether

there's any point

to even trying

I thought

I had escaped

the darkness.

I thought I saw

some glimpses

of light.

I thought I found

some happiness

only to realize

that it was just

my imagination

creating a dream

that could never be

and so once again

I am lost

inside a sadness

that engulfs me

an emptiness

that surrounds me

a pain that threatens

to destroy me

[Célinefull]

I don't even think there is such a thing as letting go of someone you love, I haven't been able to do it yet and I would love to meet a person that has. I suppose the danger is looking for someone to fill the place of someone else, and making a bad decision.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

well...guess what? i'm one of those persons who let go someone I loved...and still love....believe me...you wouldn't like to know how it feels...

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

Erm, just remember, your not the only one on this forum that's experienced anything.

[mazceline]

i think we have all been there in some way

[Célinefull]

In hindsight, I probably should have explained myself in that post above yours, Maz.

 

Raluca, I don't know if you thought what I said was aimed at you, but it wasn't, and I didn't appreciate your reply.

[mazceline]

heeeeees baaaaaaack

[Célinefull]

I realised that I am not the one that is unhappy at the moment - it's my ex, so I am happy about that, and I have resolved to stop being pathetic and speaking to him...lol.

[paradox]

i'm sad too

 

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

[Célinefull]

I don't feel sad much anymore - but I'm still insecure about a lot of stuff.

[celinedionsfan]

ah ... insecurity is difficult to overcome, Damien, but you can do it!!

[Célinefull]

I wish I could look at myself, no matter how I look and be happy.

[celinedionsfan]

I wish I could give you a mirror so that you could see the person I know you are!

[Célinefull]

I have a miror, thats my problem! lol.

[celinedionsfan]

yes you have a mirror and you see all the flaws ... all the imperfections ... but I see the person you are and the person you will be!

[mazceline]

well D i think your rather sexy anyway

[mazceline]

sad sad sad sad what im more than that aaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh

[mazceline]

and more aaaaaarrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh too

[mazceline]

not too sad today had qa quite week so far working way too hard , only couple of months to christmas so saving up

 

 

How is everyone else doing, ive been better since i joined About.com?depression you get to chat to people who are suffers the same

 

hope all is well with my friends here

[celinedionsfan]

I'm glad you're feeling better, Marie

[paradox]

I'm damned, after 1,5 months w8ing on my BF, he is contact me, and he dont feel anything about me, he is cold like ice, all my dreams and everything is gone in the wind...

[mazceline]

then he aint worth it doomy, dont waste love on someone that cant give it back x x x

[paradox]

hehe i cant tell to heart what to do

well that is not full story, his mum and my mum work in same company... and his mum told if he dont break up with me she 'll pay to someone to kill me... or she ll tell to my mum that i'm gay...

[Salla]

I used to be sad and depressed all the time. I lost people I loved dearly, friends left me, and everything seemed to happen one thing after another. I missed everyone, I was alone and lonely. I felt like I wasn't worth anything, I didn't see a future for myself.

 

When I found out, that I might have ovarian cancer something clicked and I understood, that all the things and people, that have made me sad or depressed or hurt me in some way in the past ARE indeed in the past and the only way I can get over the sadness in my life was to forgive the people who have hurt me, keep the memories of those who are gone and just keep thinking positive.

 

I could've gotten even more depressed. I could've said that I'm 21, I might have cancer, I will never have biological children and because of all that life's not worth living. But instead I somehow found the strenght to fight all the negativity and turned all the bad things around. I was telling myself, that I'm 21, I'm YOUNG, it helps me get better. I might have cancer, but it can be treated and it'll make me a stronger person in the end. And the one thing, that really hit me hard was the fact, that I will never be able to have biological children, but then I realized, that in the world, there are so many children, who I can give my love and who are in need of a family. So in the end, it all turns out fine. And I wish, that even after all this is over, I can still keep on thinking positive. I know it'll be hard, but I just have to remind myself, that life could be A LOT worse.

 

Sorry for writing a novel.

[Krys]

its not a novel, Salla. even if it is a novel, i like it Edited September 26, 2006 at 09:05 AM by lamourpourCeline