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[celinedionsfan]

Not enough, Marie ... all I can give you are words and they will never be enough Edited July 11, 2006 at 01:48 PM by celinedionsfan

[mazceline]

i cut myself at the weekend, can not really remember it, was in the bath today with my little man and he said whats wrong man have you had a bo boo, well my heart sank , he will grow up to think that his loving mum that does everything for him is a FREAK

[celinedionsfan]

He will grow up knowing how much he is loved by his Mom.

 

What really worries me is that you don't remember it and could have really harmed yourself.

Edited July 11, 2006 at 02:22 PM by celinedionsfan

[mazceline]

i think that was what i was trying to do

[raluca]

Maz, sweetie, your boy is going to love you for the rest of his life just as he loves you now! u're not a freak! Edited July 11, 2006 at 09:46 PM by raluca

[celinerific]

I'm sure most of your here have seen Celine at least once somewhere. Anywhere. Concert-wise. I myself have never. I wish it were possible for me to go to Vegas or anything at all to see Celine. Some of my Celiney friends keep telling me they're going, but it makes me so upset that they're talking and talking about it, when I can only dream about it. My parents and siblings tell me to save up for it, but there is so much more things I have to do. I can't save every single penny I have. I wish I could, but it's extremely difficult in this case. I wish someone around me, friends, siblings, relatives, could give me a boost somehow.

 

My brother has seen the show and tells me how great it is. He's not a Celine fan, as he tells me. He brought me back stuff, yes. But it's so much different. All I can do is hope. Hope for something to happen, which never will.

[mazceline]

never say never, you never know what is around the corner babe

[raluca]

I'm sure most of your here have seen Celine at least once somewhere. Anywhere. Concert-wise. I myself have never. I wish it were possible for me to go to Vegas or anything at all to see Celine. Some of my Celiney friends keep telling me they're going, but it makes me so upset that they're talking and talking about it, when I can only dream about it. My parents and siblings tell me to save up for it, but there is so much more things I have to do. I can't save every single penny I have. I wish I could, but it's extremely difficult in this case. I wish someone around me, friends, siblings, relatives, could give me a boost somehow.

 

My brother has seen the show and tells me how great it is. He's not a Celine fan, as he tells me. He brought me back stuff, yes. But it's so much different. All I can do is hope. Hope for something to happen, which never will.   

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i know the feeling

[Célinefull]

I feel really sad today - one of those days when I remember, actually, I am a weirdo, and I don't fit in and it makes me sad.

[Krys]

im really sad these days...im not gonna have the chance to talk to you guys anymore...well, not very often anymore... its getting real depressing just thinking bout you guys when i've got absolutely nothing to do. i miss my spamming days.

[mazceline]

im really sad these days...im not gonna have the chance to talk to you guys anymore...well, not very often anymore... its getting real depressing just thinking bout you guys when i've got absolutely nothing to do. i miss my spamming days.

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why wont they get you the internet, it will be a shame, you brighten up our days

[celinerific]

Terrible. I feel so not happy about certain things. So much stuff going on.

[mazceline]

I feel down but have to pick my self up, we are her for such a short time, dont you think we waste most of it being sad?

[celinedionsfan]

Why do you feel sad, Marie?

[mazceline]

I spoke too soon about him

[celinedionsfan]

Did you really speak too soon? Or did you want to believe what you know isn't true?

[celinedionsfan]

I miss you

I miss the moments

we shared

just the two of us

talking about

anything and everything

including those

most difficult of times

when the sadness was overwhelming

when the pain was almost unbearable

and the darkest moments

when you were

the candle

burning so softly

when you embraced me

with the gentlest words

and I remember

even now

the night I laughed

so much

that I had tears

in my eyes

and they were not

the tears of sadness

that had fallen

so many times before

and I want

you to know

that I still

think about you

every day

and that I miss you

every day

and I know

I lost something

so very special

 

[raluca]

aww, Patty, that's so beautiful!

[celinedionsfan]

aww, Patty, that's so beautiful!  

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Thank you, Raluca ... just wish I didn't have a reason to write those words ...

[celinerific]

There are those times when I feel so terrible. When I feel as if nothing could take me away from the feeling that has been shattering my insides. Sometimes I really feel like I wanna crawl into a deep hole and live with rodents. But I figured, I just have to look at the best of life, why I'm here.

 

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL

By: Erika Tran

 

No day should

Be filled with saddness.

Yet,

It happens to all.

I know

Life is precious

Time is precious

Each day counts

Each hour

Each minute

Each second.

I know now that I

Must live every

Day of my life

As if it were

My Last

Because one day

I know it will be.

And I won't have to look

Back on a life

That's been lived terribly

And full of sorrow.

I should,

On my last minute

Of my living breath,

Be able to say

That life is beautiful.

It really is...

Edited July 14, 2006 at 03:25 AM by celines_daughter

[mazceline]

I feed my next door neighbour, he has no one so when i make a meal for the 3 of us i make it for him 2 he never came to the door yesterday, but it was open i woke up went out the door was still open, never thought anything till tea time i knocked opened the door and he was dead,,,,,,, never seen some one dead the police are there now his face is smashed but purple, you know he did my head in cause i was all he had , but everytime i went outside he was there, it did my head in but when i found im i , realised i was all he had now its too late to say, his dog was just sat there, steven doesnt know where he is for years he has been the part of the family now all i see is him lying there , on his own, no family nothing, everyone in the street said i looked after him but he had been dead long before i found him, why did i not check sooner,

 

 

police think he killed himself cause he was lonely, i wont believe that he always had me and steven, im really gonna miss the old bugger....................................

[celinedionsfan]

[mazceline]

police asume he killed himself, i know he did not, he had me and steven even though he was lonely, i pray he did not

[mazceline]

he was a lovely man, and i hope he will rest in peace bless him...

[Krys]

im really sad these days...im not gonna have the chance to talk to you guys anymore...well, not very often anymore... its getting real depressing just thinking bout you guys when i've got absolutely nothing to do. i miss my spamming days.

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why wont they get you the internet, it will be a shame, you brighten up our days

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they are just plain meanies...thats what they are

[Célinefull]

I hope your okay Maz! That's such a sad story!

[mazceline]

i can not cook anymore i feel ill, as i always did him a plate every meal time, cant go in the garden, cant sleep as i can see him lying there dead, i should have found him the day before but worked a late instead, i dont know what to do i was the only person he had i feel like i let him down he was on his own, when he died

[raluca]

Maz, have a big hug hun

[mazceline]

better now funeral friday morning, guess ill be the onlyon there poor bugger

[mazceline]

feeling not so SAD today, im going to my sons sports day his first one, and guess who is up for the egg and spoon race mmm