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[KimboCosmo]

Well, when it does happen, we are here!!! Edited January 16, 2008 at 06:14 AM by KimboCosmo

[Krys]

im too happy today to cry

[KimboCosmo]

Good for you!!!

[Krys]

too bad...i've finally burst

[Edwin]

What happened Krys?

[Krys]

i'd rather not talk about it

[Edwin]

I understand that. If you ever do...

[KimboCosmo]

Aww...

 

[Krys]

meh its all over. im quite happy today. im just freakin tired

[KimboCosmo]

meh its all over. im quite happy today. im just freakin tired

I'm freaking tired too...believe it or not lol

[Krys]

okay. i've HAD it with mum. why cant she understand? im never fully appreciated at home and she wants to keep me home even after i go to college. i wanna move out, be away from her. at least i dont have to deal with people who dont give a damn about what i can do. i am criticized for every single damn thing i do. i just want to get away from that

[KimboCosmo]

okay. i've HAD it with mum. why cant she understand? im never fully appreciated at home and she wants to keep me home even after i go to college. i wanna move out, be away from her. at least i dont have to deal with people who dont give a damn about what i can do. i am criticized for every single damn thing i do. i just want to get away from that

I know how you feel, and you probably need the experience of living on your own! Just as I do!

[KimboCosmo]

Before I get off of here for tonight, I wanted to apologize to everyone to whom I was talking with the other night.

 

The subject alone, should have never even come up, and it won't ever again. There were several involved, I'm sorry. I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me.

 

Have a good night everyone.

[mazceline]

okay. i've HAD it with mum. why cant she understand? im never fully appreciated at home and she wants to keep me home even after i go to college. i wanna move out, be away from her. at least i dont have to deal with people who dont give a damn about what i can do. i am criticized for every single damn thing i do. i just want to get away from that

 

 

sometimes i think people forget to praise people we are all quick to draw attention to other peoples mistakes, but when some one does something good you rarely here a well done,

kris you keep ya chin up im sure you are appreciated they just dont show it, one thing for sure , you are here.....

[KimboCosmo]

Theres nothing like having a best friend who never wants to do anything with you...

[IheartCD]

Kimbo, if you ever need anything, then just send me a message. I specialize in this kind of thing sweetie. I'm very surprised at some of the statements made in here.

[RojoLuvsCeline]

hi i was wondering if any one out there has suffered from deppression,

I had really bad deppression and had a break down, self harmed, and started taking anti dep tablets like i was hooked,

 

 

I think if anyone has a story out there it would be good to share, to show other people suffer from this

 

 

 

Mine mainly was due to my sexuality, not being able to be, also i fell in love big style with a women who did not want to come out so we ended. even though we knew we would always be , i got married to show the world i was straight, had a child (best thing that has happened to me) but still at that point in life where i want to be me, and it gets me down.

 

 

 

Deppression can kill we should all talk to help others know its not just them

 

 

Same...got married and had 3 kids :/ Finally I was brave enough to stop all the lies. But I spent 7 years in a useless marriage til then

[KimboCosmo]

Kimbo, if you ever need anything, then just send me a message. I specialize in this kind of thing sweetie. I'm very surprised at some of the statements made in here.

Thankyou, I will. What are you surprised at?

[mazceline]

hi i was wondering if any one out there has suffered from deppression,

I had really bad deppression and had a break down, self harmed, and started taking anti dep tablets like i was hooked,

 

 

I think if anyone has a story out there it would be good to share, to show other people suffer from this

 

 

 

Mine mainly was due to my sexuality, not being able to be, also i fell in love big style with a women who did not want to come out so we ended. even though we knew we would always be , i got married to show the world i was straight, had a child (best thing that has happened to me) but still at that point in life where i want to be me, and it gets me down.

 

 

 

Deppression can kill we should all talk to help others know its not just them

 

 

Same...got married and had 3 kids :/ Finally I was brave enough to stop all the lies. But I spent 7 years in a useless marriage til then

 

god and i thought it was just me , id be better if i was in a marrage with someone that actually cared not a beater or someone who has made me have little respect or confidence to be frightened to actually feel, if he was there for me the lie would be easier , but its not it feels like my hearts beating but to a different beat as everyone else, the constant downs suffering self harm panic attacks, yes probably would be easier to just stand up and say, I CANT LIE i am what i am deal with it everyone, but i have the most amazing child to think of and he will always come first to me

[RojoLuvsCeline]

hi i was wondering if any one out there has suffered from deppression,

I had really bad deppression and had a break down, self harmed, and started taking anti dep tablets like i was hooked,

 

 

I think if anyone has a story out there it would be good to share, to show other people suffer from this

 

 

 

Mine mainly was due to my sexuality, not being able to be, also i fell in love big style with a women who did not want to come out so we ended. even though we knew we would always be , i got married to show the world i was straight, had a child (best thing that has happened to me) but still at that point in life where i want to be me, and it gets me down.

 

 

 

Deppression can kill we should all talk to help others know its not just them

 

 

Same...got married and had 3 kids :/ Finally I was brave enough to stop all the lies. But I spent 7 years in a useless marriage til then

 

god and i thought it was just me , id be better if i was in a marrage with someone that actually cared not a beater or someone who has made me have little respect or confidence to be frightened to actually feel, if he was there for me the lie would be easier , but its not it feels like my hearts beating but to a different beat as everyone else, the constant downs suffering self harm panic attacks, yes probably would be easier to just stand up and say, I CANT LIE i am what i am deal with it everyone, but i have the most amazing child to think of and he will always come first to me

 

Well of course! But remember...being in a depressed state because you can't express who you are wont be the best thing in the long run for your children (child). When your child gets older I am hoping it will be easier for you. My husband wasn't a beater but in no way was he a good man. Anyway seems like we have a bit in common on the subject. If you ever want to vent to somone. Drop me a line. My ears are open

Edited February 7, 2008 at 04:57 PM by RojoLuvsCeline

[mazceline]

Im sad today woke up in pain then remembered id cut myself real bad, thought id got out of doing that, guess not

[RojoLuvsCeline]

Im sad today woke up in pain then remembered id cut myself real bad, thought id got out of doing that, guess not

 

*hugs*

[mazceline]

thanks x x decided its time to come out to my husband and family gonna be hard thats why i did it i think

[KimboCosmo]

thanks x x decided its time to come out to my husband and family gonna be hard thats why i did it i think

I know your pain...

Edited February 26, 2008 at 04:33 AM by KimboCosmo

[mazceline]

proper pain aaaarrrggghhh, more frightenend

[RojoLuvsCeline]

You can do it!!!!! Good luck!!

[mazceline]

ill need it

[Black Kitten]

not that i'm depressed at the moment, but i feel very tired. i am a veterinary student and every vaccination activities we have in school really kills me big time.

 

thank God this forum became my playground.

[KimboCosmo]

I'm so depressed tonight...and I don't even know why...

[mazceline]

wish i had one problem not a court case pressing charges on my hub, myGfriend not wanting me cause again another i drink so i stop and self harm and god why all at once again now my bipolar meds dont work and need beta blockers for my heart argh