What's on your mind right now?

[Edwin]

I would have nooooooooooooooo idea

[Belle Céline]

Naughty naughty children!

 

Wow anyone else find it hard to believe tomorrow will be December! I certainly can't.

Edited November 30, 2010 at 07:29 PM by Belle Céline

[angelil78]

ohhh ok mrs popular

 

yup I knew about the shark nets but ok the point is that I don't like not knowing what's on the bottom of the ocean. My dream is to be in a ocean where I can see the ocean floor. Like in the caribean ocean.. oh that's a dream.

 

I never go into the ocean in Iceland, way to cold

 

I'm not that popular. I think most of them are just people telling me to feel better soon...

 

The only time I get freaked out is after a storm, or on a windy day. When that sea weed gets twisted around my legs, I want to have a fit. Plus blue bottles scare the beejeebies out of me... I also would love to go to the caribean.

 

And I have no clue why I am still awake. I have to get up early tomorrow and I am having touble sleeping again. Am a bit nervous about tomorrow...

 

oh sea weed. That always freaks me out, like a huge sea monster grabbing my legs!!

 

Note to myself... give Claudette a blue bottle in Las Vegas !?!?!?

 

I hope you feel better soon

 

oh my god I just traumatized myself.

 

Watching TTEOTW where she is under the stage changing for EOM, trying to figure out exactly what's going - you first see her naked foot with the a slipper thingy on to help her foot slide quickly into the boot....then it pans up and you see what looks like black shorts, but it's black panty hose/ shorts.... the boots are held up with garters that connect to a belt...when I paused the dvd I was confused to see her panty hose UNDER her nude panties....how'd she do that? were they there the whole time and she rolled them down for EOM? what the heck?

 

I'm trying to figure all of this out and I look over and BAM you can see Céline's lady parts through her nude panties. Oh. My Gooooodddddd. The shape of it, everything. I mean you can see her it starts with a C and ends in an ORIS. Lovely.....soooooo that also made me think that these are just leg hose pieces bc they weren't covering THAT part.

 

So I guess she stretches them on and pulls them up her leg and shoves them up her panty leg holes? With every one there to see? I don't know. I don't knowwwwww.

 

now every one of you is going to try to pause it in that spot hahaha. No. Just no. noooooo.

 

And that guy was down there RIGHT THERE inches away LOL. Ohhhhhhhh my.

 

Lindsey have I ever told you how much I love you??

I went and got my dvd and checked out 47:24 and if anyone has ever tried to imagine her v-j then they can stop now . Just happy she's actually wearing underwear!

 

-20C

 

s*** that's cold! we had -5°c here this weekend and if I had balls, they would have frozen off!

 

 

that's not even cold, last winter we had -25C....-35C for weeks..

 

Woha, are you far up north in Finland?

 

No snow here yet. We better get some before christmas!

 

 

 

 

Men with big feet = big shoes+...

[Belle Céline]

I can't believe my baby niece will be two in two and a half weeks! http://img525.imageshack.us/img525/1674/toriz.th.jpg

 

Also on the 23rd it will be 8 years since I lost my mommy hard to believe she's been gone so long....

[angelil78]

oh dear, sorry to hear about that. Also a very difficult time to loose someone you love

[Belle Céline]

Thank you Ester Holiday's aren't so much fun, they haven't been for quiet sometime since my mommy passed. I know people say time makes things better but it doesn't...not always. I miss her more and more the longer it's been.... Edited November 30, 2010 at 07:45 PM by Belle Céline

[ladylindsey]

aw so sorry Amanda That would have to be really really hard.

[Belle Céline]

It is Linds, it's even harder on my dad I think. He has said he has trouble sleeping since my mom passed...

[Claudette]

Ester, I'm not sure whether or not we are talking about the same bluebottle. Have you ever been struck by one? I promise you, you will use words that you didn't even know were in your vocabulary... Are you talking about a drink?

 

And thanks! Getting there, I just need to learn to not try and move mountains... ( literally and figuratively) OMW, I'm quoting Miley. Celine better come up with new songs soon...

 

Lindsey, in which part did her strap/top broke? I can't find it.

 

Sorry to hear that Belle Celine.

Edited November 30, 2010 at 08:07 PM by Claudette

[Belle Céline]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfJ_AnieIwY

12/23/02

[ladylindsey]

It's in Sweden right before the piano guy (I don't remember his name....bad I know) comes out to do ASFY. She is pulling it up as she is talking about working withhim beforehand, but I don't know if it really broke or not

[Claudette]

Aw ok. It looks more like it is slipping from her shoulder or something.

 

 

Did you guys notice that she plays with that Gordie Brown's (I think it was his) Elvis stuff during the soundcheck. You gotta love her...

[angelil78]

Ester, I'm not sure whether or not we are talking about the same bluebottle. Have you ever been struck by one? I promise you, you will use words that you didn't even know were in your vocabulary... Are you talking about a drink?

 

And thanks! Getting there, I just need to learn to not try and move mountains... ( literally and figuratively) OMW, I'm quoting Miley. Celine better come up with new songs soon...

 

Lindsey, in which part did her strap/top broke? I can't find it.

 

Sorry to hear that Belle Celine.

 

well if you love enough, then you can move mountains (LCMM) hehe

 

See I need some explanation about the blue bottle thingy jellyfish?

[Céline74]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfJ_AnieIwY

12/23/02

 

Aww Belle Celine... i feel for you, it must be so hard I nearly lost my mother due to a brain hemorrhage, now i take care of her everyday. I could never imagine my life without her.

[angelil78]

My friend lost her mom 2 weeks ago due to a brain surgery she had a year ago. She never came back from the surgery.

 

I am very thankful to have my parents with me, knowing things can change quickly. Love them really really much!

[celinedream]

my friend's mom was diagnosed with cancer in September, she passed away 2 weeks ago. I've never seen my friend so sad before, and I feel so stupid cause there's really nothing I can say to make her feel better she told me to hug my mom while i still have her, cause you never know when she's gone, and she's right.

[Claudette]

well if you love enough, then you can move mountains (LCMM) hehe

 

See I need some explanation about the blue bottle thingy jellyfish?

Then I obviously need to love more...

 

I thought you were joking about a drink called ''Blue Bottle'' or something. But yes, I think it is classified as a jelly fish. It has a long tail that contains poisen and it stings you with it. Not sure about all the facts. When I was about twelve, me and my brother were walking on the beach and we were talking about something and not paying attention to where we were going. And suddenly I just felt a burning sensation on my foot and when I looked down, I was standing between hundreds of them where they had washed out. I will never ever forget it. I tell ya, I would take the needle in my stomach a hundred times over that. I think I screamed a higher note than Celine has ever reached in her career. It burns the s*** out of you.

Edited November 30, 2010 at 09:36 PM by Claudette

[NancyxxM]

Awwrrh... i have arguements with my mum all the time... and they are really bad. but now i am not going to take for granted the time i have with her

[angelil78]

my friend's mom was diagnosed with cancer in September, she passed away 2 weeks ago. I've never seen my friend so sad before, and I feel so stupid cause there's really nothing I can say to make her feel better she told me to hug my mom while i still have her, cause you never know when she's gone, and she's right.

 

 

awww. What I do for my friend is just letting her know I'm there. I hug her without any reason and ask her if she's ok. Give her a smile and yeah just know that you have an ear for her and that she can always come to you if there is anything she needs.

 

well if you love enough, then you can move mountains (LCMM) hehe

 

See I need some explanation about the blue bottle thingy jellyfish?

Then I obviously need to love more...

 

I thought you were joking about a drink called ''Blue Bottle'' or something. But yes, I think it is classified as a jelly fish. It has a long tail that contains poisen and it stings you with it. Not sure about all the facts. When I was about twelve, me and my brother were walking on the beach and we were talking about something and not paying attention to where we were going. And suddenly I just felt a burning sensation on my foot and when I looked down, I was standing between hundreds of them where they had washed out. I will never ever forget it. I tell ya, I would take the needle in my stomach a hundred times over that. I think I screamed a higher note than Celine has ever reached in her career. It burns the s*** out of you.

 

nope, I was just imagining floating blue bottles in the ocean and that you were afraid of them

 

"Blue Bottles" freak me out as well, since I know that they hurt and they swim in the ocean like aliens!

[Claudette]

Now that is just hilarious... I can just picture you with a very confused look.

[Belle Céline]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfJ_AnieIwY

12/23/02

 

Aww Belle Celine... i feel for you, it must be so hard I nearly lost my mother due to a brain hemorrhage, now i take care of her everyday. I could never imagine my life without her.

 

I don't even know how to describe it other than waking up everyday and knowing part of you is gone and you'll never get it back again...I was so close with my mom. I had sixteen years with her and it wasn't nearly enough....I cry every time I see a movie or show or music video and I see a daughter getting help from her mom when she's getting ready for a wedding, or prom. It's hard for me to watch the scene in the movie Mama Mia with Sophie and her mother when Donna is helping Sophie get dressed for her wedding and she's sitting on Donna's lap and Donna's paintin' her nails and they are lookin' at photo's and laughin' together. I'm never going to have my mom to do that with now, she's not going to be there when I get engaged, married, have my first baby....I always imagined what it would be like growing up to have my mom with me to do these things and now she won't be and I know I have friends and family that will be there but it's just not the same....you know? Nothing will ever replace her....

my friend's mom was diagnosed with cancer in September, she passed away 2 weeks ago. I've never seen my friend so sad before, and I feel so stupid cause there's really nothing I can say to make her feel better she told me to hug my mom while i still have her, cause you never know when she's gone, and she's right.

My mom passed away from cancer as well, six month after she was diagnosed with Lymphoma. It was devastating to see her so sick and knowing I couldn't do anything her type was the kind that was hard to treat. She and her sister who passed away long before had the same type I believe and I had an uncle who had the same cancer but a different type that was treatable and he is fine now. Losing a parent is something you can't even imagine how it feels until it happens. The moment I found out she was gone it was my sister in law who told me, I was sitting on the couch very early that morning drinking a cup of coffee and she came over sat down next to me after my brother got off the phone. She made my put my coffee cup down and told me my mom had died in the night. I literally couldn't speak, couldn't cry. I just sat there, it was like someone dumped a ton of bricks on me or something....a little while later when I was alone taking a shower I totally collapsed and just started sobbing like crazy but didn't let anyone hear me.

 

I have an extremely hard time talking about this to anyone, even my best friends. I was tearing up just typing this....it just brings back to many memories of when it happened....I remember phoning my best friend when I got home and I could barely talk loud enough to tell her what happened.....

 

on another note....

 

Dear Marshall, please come up with a better drainage system for the sidewalks, cause what your doin' now so ain't workin'! I don't like having water literally rushing out of my shoes when I take a step and my pants are soaked almost to the knee's. Fix this kthanksbye.

Edited November 30, 2010 at 10:20 PM by Belle Céline

[angelil78]

Like this

 

 

Maybe you will see the look in about 15 weeks

 

 

this Las Vegas thingy is driving me crazy since I'm about to book the flight tickets and the trip is all planned.

 

And on this note, I'm off to the dream world, good night

[Céline74]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfJ_AnieIwY

12/23/02

 

Aww Belle Celine... i feel for you, it must be so hard I nearly lost my mother due to a brain hemorrhage, now i take care of her everyday. I could never imagine my life without her.

 

I don't even know how to describe it other than waking up everyday and knowing part of you is gone and you'll never get it back again...I was so close with my mom. I had sixteen years with her and it wasn't nearly enough....I cry every time I see a movie or show or music video and I see a daughter getting help from her mom when she's getting ready for a wedding, or prom. It's hard for me to watch the scene in the movie Mama Mia with Sophie and her mother when Donna is helping Sophie get dressed for her wedding and she's sitting on Donna's lap and Donna's paintin' her nails and they are lookin' at photo's and laughin' together. I'm never going to have my mom to do that with now, she's not going to be there when I get engaged, married, have my first baby....I always imagined what it would be like growing up to have my mom with me to do these things and now she won't be and I know I have friends and family that will be there but it's just not the same....you know? Nothing will ever replace her....

my friend's mom was diagnosed with cancer in September, she passed away 2 weeks ago. I've never seen my friend so sad before, and I feel so stupid cause there's really nothing I can say to make her feel better she told me to hug my mom while i still have her, cause you never know when she's gone, and she's right.

My mom passed away from cancer as well, six month after she was diagnosed with Lymphoma. It was devastating to see her so sick and knowing I couldn't do anything her type was the kind that was hard to treat. She and her sister who passed away long before had the same type I believe and I had an uncle who had the same cancer but a different type that was treatable and he is fine now. Losing a parent is something you can't even imagine how it feels until it happens. The moment I found out she was gone it was my sister in law who told me, I was sitting on the couch very early that morning drinking a cup of coffee and she came over sat down next to me after my brother got off the phone. She made my put my coffee cup down and told me my mom had died in the night. I literally couldn't speak, couldn't cry. I just sat there, it was like someone dumped a ton of bricks on me or something....a little while later when I was alone taking a shower I totally collapsed and just started sobbing like crazy but didn't let anyone hear me.

 

I have an extremely hard time talking about this to anyone, even my best friends. I was tearing up just typing this....it just brings back to many memories of when it happened....I remember phoning my best friend when I got home and I could barely talk loud enough to tell her what happened.....

 

on another note....

 

Dear Marshall, please come up with a better drainage system for the sidewalks, cause what your doin' now so ain't workin'! I don't like having water literally rushing out of my shoes when I take a step and my pants are soaked almost to the knee's. Fix this kthanksbye.

 

Life's just a Bi**h!!! ... You deserve another big

[Belle Céline]

Life's just a Bi**h!!! ... You deserve another big

Thank you doll, it's nice to know people really do care.

 

I'm so glad to finally be home and out of my freezing, soaking wet shoes and pants! My feet are still cold and I have socks and house shoes on!

[ladylindsey]

We're newlyweds- supposed to be blissfully happy. Why do I feel like I'm in hell?

[Alex_Incognito]

they don't show you happily ever after at the end of the movies. It doesn't exist.

[ladylindsey]

I hear ya.

 

It just throws up all these little red flags that after 2 months if it's this difficult, how will it be in 10 yrs?

 

i think he honestly thought we'd get married and all these dreams I've had would disappear bc at least I got him...right....I don't want to spill it all on the forum, not looking for sympathy or anything at all, but it's just really hard right now.

[Belle Céline]

We're newlyweds- supposed to be blissfully happy. Why do I feel like I'm in hell?

"Marriage is hard! It's a f*cking marathon."-Julianne Moore-'The Kids Are All Right'

 

To quote Jules marriage is hard, I'm not married but I know from seeing the adults around me that are that she's right. It is, and before it gets better it's got to get worse. I don't think you should give up Linds, it's just a rough patch. You will be okay. Just remember...

 

You are loved.

Little Miss down on love

Little Miss I give up

Little Miss I'll get tough, don't you worry about me anymore

Little Miss checkered dress

Little Miss one big mess

Little Miss I'll take less when I always give so much more

 

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright

Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright

It'll be alright again

It'll be alright again, I'm okay

It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)

It'll be alright again, I'm okay.

Edited December 1, 2010 at 01:05 AM by Belle Céline

[Belle Céline]

Linds why don't you give this song a listen? I think you might like it, it's also where I got the lyrics I posted above.

 

[ladylindsey]

aw ty Amanda! I'm sure things will be fine eventually, just stressful right now.

 

I see so many beautiful familiar faces on my A New Day Because You Loved Me: For the Fans dvd.... I can't wait til March