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[KimboCosmo]

Well, when it does happen, we are here!!!

Edited by KimboCosmo, 16 January 2008 - 12:14 AM.

[Krys]

im too happy today to cry

[KimboCosmo]

Good for you!!!

[Krys]

too bad...i've finally burst

[Edwin]

What happened Krys?

[Krys]

i'd rather not talk about it

[Edwin]

I understand that. If you ever do...

[KimboCosmo]

Aww...

[Krys]

meh its all over. im quite happy today. im just freakin tired

[KimboCosmo]

lamourpourCeline, on Jan 17 2008, 12:52 AM, said:

meh its all over. im quite happy today. im just freakin tired

I'm freaking tired too...believe it or not lol

[Krys]

okay. i've HAD it with mum. why cant she understand? im never fully appreciated at home and she wants to keep me home even after i go to college. i wanna move out, be away from her. at least i dont have to deal with people who dont give a damn about what i can do. i am criticized for every single damn thing i do. i just want to get away from that

[KimboCosmo]

lamourpourCeline, on Jan 17 2008, 11:11 PM, said:

okay. i've HAD it with mum. why cant she understand? im never fully appreciated at home and she wants to keep me home even after i go to college. i wanna move out, be away from her. at least i dont have to deal with people who dont give a damn about what i can do. i am criticized for every single damn thing i do. i just want to get away from that

I know how you feel, and you probably need the experience of living on your own!  Just as I do!

[KimboCosmo]

Before I get off of here for tonight, I wanted to apologize to everyone to whom I was talking with the other night.

The subject alone, should have never even come up, and it won't ever again.  There were several involved, I'm sorry.  I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me.  

Have a good night everyone.

[mazceline]

lamourpourCeline, on Jan 18 2008, 10:11 AM, said:

okay. i've HAD it with mum. why cant she understand? im never fully appreciated at home and she wants to keep me home even after i go to college. i wanna move out, be away from her. at least i dont have to deal with people who dont give a damn about what i can do. i am criticized for every single damn thing i do. i just want to get away from that

sometimes i think people forget to praise people we are all quick to draw attention to other peoples mistakes, but when some one does something good you rarely here a well done,
kris you keep ya chin up im sure you are appreciated they just dont show it, one thing for sure , you are here.....

[KimboCosmo]

Theres nothing like having a best friend who never wants to do anything with you...

[IheartCD]

Kimbo, if you ever need anything, then just send me a message.  I specialize in this kind of thing sweetie.    I'm very surprised at some of the statements made in here.

[RojoLuvsCeline]

mazceline, on Apr 1 2006, 05:24 AM, said:

hi i was wondering if any one out there has suffered from deppression,
I had really bad deppression and had a break down, self harmed, and started taking anti dep tablets like i was hooked,


I think if anyone has a story out there it would be good to share, to show other people suffer from this



Mine mainly was due to my sexuality, not being able to be, also i fell in love big style with a women who did not want to come out so we ended. even though we knew we would always be , i got married to show the world i was straight, had a child (best thing that has happened to me) but still at that point in life where i want to be me, and it gets me down.



Deppression can kill we should all talk to help others know its not just them

Same...got married and had 3 kids :/   Finally I was brave enough to stop all the lies.  But I spent 7 years in a useless marriage til then

[KimboCosmo]

IheartCD, on Jan 29 2008, 01:16 PM, said:

Kimbo, if you ever need anything, then just send me a message.  I specialize in this kind of thing sweetie.    I'm very surprised at some of the statements made in here.

Thankyou, I will.    What are you surprised at?

[mazceline]

RojoLuvsCeline, on Jan 30 2008, 04:24 AM, said:

mazceline, on Apr 1 2006, 05:24 AM, said:

hi i was wondering if any one out there has suffered from deppression,
I had really bad deppression and had a break down, self harmed, and started taking anti dep tablets like i was hooked,


I think if anyone has a story out there it would be good to share, to show other people suffer from this



Mine mainly was due to my sexuality, not being able to be, also i fell in love big style with a women who did not want to come out so we ended. even though we knew we would always be , i got married to show the world i was straight, had a child (best thing that has happened to me) but still at that point in life where i want to be me, and it gets me down.



Deppression can kill we should all talk to help others know its not just them

Same...got married and had 3 kids :/ Finally I was brave enough to stop all the lies. But I spent 7 years in a useless marriage til then

god and i thought it was just me , id be better if i was in a marrage with someone that actually cared not a beater or someone who has made me have little respect or confidence to be frightened to actually feel, if he was there for me the lie would be easier , but its not it feels like my hearts beating but to a different beat as everyone else, the constant downs suffering self harm panic attacks, yes probably would be easier to just stand up and say, I CANT LIE i am what i am deal with it everyone, but i have the most amazing child to think of and he will always come first to me

[RojoLuvsCeline]

mazceline, on Feb 7 2008, 08:47 AM, said:

RojoLuvsCeline, on Jan 30 2008, 04:24 AM, said:

mazceline, on Apr 1 2006, 05:24 AM, said:

hi i was wondering if any one out there has suffered from deppression,
I had really bad deppression and had a break down, self harmed, and started taking anti dep tablets like i was hooked,


I think if anyone has a story out there it would be good to share, to show other people suffer from this



Mine mainly was due to my sexuality, not being able to be, also i fell in love big style with a women who did not want to come out so we ended. even though we knew we would always be , i got married to show the world i was straight, had a child (best thing that has happened to me) but still at that point in life where i want to be me, and it gets me down.



Deppression can kill we should all talk to help others know its not just them

Same...got married and had 3 kids :/ Finally I was brave enough to stop all the lies. But I spent 7 years in a useless marriage til then

god and i thought it was just me , id be better if i was in a marrage with someone that actually cared not a beater or someone who has made me have little respect or confidence to be frightened to actually feel, if he was there for me the lie would be easier , but its not it feels like my hearts beating but to a different beat as everyone else, the constant downs suffering self harm panic attacks, yes probably would be easier to just stand up and say, I CANT LIE i am what i am deal with it everyone, but i have the most amazing child to think of and he will always come first to me

Well of course!  But remember...being in a depressed state because you can't express who you are wont be the best thing in the long run for your children (child).  When your child gets older I am hoping it will be easier for you.  My husband wasn't a beater but in no way was he a good man.  Anyway seems like we have a bit in common on the subject.  If you ever want to vent to somone.  Drop me a line.  My ears are open  

Edited by RojoLuvsCeline, 07 February 2008 - 10:57 AM.

[mazceline]

Im sad today woke up in pain then remembered id cut myself real bad, thought id got out of doing that, guess not

[RojoLuvsCeline]

mazceline, on Feb 25 2008, 02:16 AM, said:

Im sad today woke up in pain then remembered id cut myself real bad, thought id got out of doing that, guess not

  *hugs*

[mazceline]

thanks x x decided its time to come out to my husband and family gonna be hard thats why i did it i think

[KimboCosmo]

mazceline, on Feb 25 2008, 05:31 AM, said:

thanks x x decided its time to come out to my husband and family gonna be hard thats why i did it i think

  I know your pain...

Edited by KimboCosmo, 25 February 2008 - 10:33 PM.

[mazceline]

proper pain aaaarrrggghhh, more frightenend

[RojoLuvsCeline]

You can do it!!!!!  Good luck!!

[mazceline]

ill need it

[Black Kitten]

not that i'm depressed at the moment, but i feel very tired. i am a veterinary student and every vaccination activities we have in school really kills me big time.

thank God this forum became my playground.

[KimboCosmo]

I'm so depressed tonight...and I don't even know why...

[mazceline]

wish i had one problem not a court case pressing charges on my hub, myGfriend not wanting me cause again another i drink so i stop and self harm and god why all at once again now my bipolar meds dont work and need beta blockers for my heart argh