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[celinedionsfan]

If he's not eating and he's been going to the bathroom that much ... maybe you should call his doctor Edited May 19, 2006 at 07:15 AM by celinedionsfan

[Krys]

perhaps a bad case of food poisoning?

[celinedionsfan]

 

Now and Forever

Carole King

 

Now and forever, you are a part of me

And the memory cuts like a knife

Didn't we find the ecstasy, didn't we share the daylight

When you walked into my life

 

Now and forever, I'll remember

All the promises still unbroken

And think about all the words between us

That never needed to be spoken

 

We had a moment, just one moment

That will last beyond a dream, beyond a lifetime

We are the lucky ones

Some people never get to do all we got to do

Now and forever, I will always think of you

 

Didn't we come together, didn't we live together

Didn't we cry together

Didn't we play together, didn't we love together

And together we lit up the world

 

I miss the tears, I miss the laughter

I miss the day we met and all that followed after

...

Now and forever, I will always think of you

Now and forever, I will always be with you

 

 

© 1992 Lushmole Music (BMI), EMI Intertrax Music o/b/o Avon Gate Music, Inc. (BMI)

 

[Krys]

why does that song seem so familiar

 

hey Patty, those lyrics sure fit your situation right now

[celinedionsfan]

why does that song seem so familiar

 

It was used in the movie A League Of Their Own ... about a women's baseball team ... starred Geena Davis, Rosie O'Donnell, Madonna, Tom Hanks

 

hey Patty, those lyrics sure fit your situation right now

 

Yes, it does and I've been listening to the song ... it is how I feel about losing Karen ... she will always be "a part of me and the memory cuts like a knife" ... 

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[Krys]

got to search for that song one day...

 

memories do hurt at times

[HelenCeline27]

yes it does!

[mazceline]

why does that song seem so familiar

 

It was used in the movie A League Of Their Own ... about a women's baseball team ... starred Geena Davis, Rosie O'Donnell, Madonna, Tom Hanks

 

hey Patty, those lyrics sure fit your situation right now

 

Yes, it does and I've been listening to the song ... it is how I feel about losing Karen ... she will always be "a part of me and the memory cuts like a knife" ... 

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great words, ive said it before too, that film is my favourite film ever

[celinedionsfan]

And it only hurts when I'm breathing

my heart only breaks when it's beating

my dreams only die when I'm dreaming

so, I hold my breath - to forget ...

Twain/Lange

 

[HelenCeline27]

the words are so sad

[celinedionsfan]

Never Had A Dream Come True

 

Written by Cathy Dennis/Simon Ellis

 

Everybody's got something

They had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday

That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

All this I know but still I can't find ways

To let you go

 

I never had a dream come true

'Til the day that I found you

...

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

 

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

And tommorow can never be

'Cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it should be now or might have been

All this I know but still I can't find ways

To let you go

[Bag]

Hi

 

Nice song , the words of a song sometimes say how you feel and sometimes help.

Iam not sure, but didn't the group S-club 7 try and sing a dream come true at one time before they broke up.

[HelenCeline27]

i like the words to that song

[celinedionsfan]

Hi 

 

Nice song , the words of a song sometimes say how you feel and sometimes help.

Iam not sure, but didn't the group S-club 7 try and sing a dream come true at one time before they broke up.

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Yes S-Club 7 did the song ... and it's one of the songs I am listening to ... that was also one of the songs I'd listen to whenever Karen and I had argued and weren't talking.

I'm not sure that any one song expresses my feelings or emotions better than another right now ... but I do know that Celine's songs are constant reminders of what I lost, especially If That's What It Takes, I Know What Love Is and All Because of You ... and yes, I listen to them ...

 

[celinedionsfan]

i like the words to that song

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You have been married five years ... I was with Karen four years five months and ten days from the day she moved in with me until the day she died ... I really hope that it is a very long time before you ever find out what it's like to lose the love of your life ... and perhaps you may never find out ... because nothing can prepare you for what such a loss feels like ... nothing can prepare you for the pain, the sadness, the loneliness ... we all experience loss in our lives ... and we all grieve ... but no one's experiences and feelings are ever exactly the same ... and a loss through death is like no other loss ... as VanMerlin so eloquently posted much earlier in this topic ... death is final ...

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[Célinefull]

Hey..just wanted to let everyone know I am doing really well again right now..just had a huge suprise when I woke up this morning and feel really great now.

[HelenCeline27]

i hope i never have to go though that thinking about it make me cry

[celinedionsfan]

I have been reminded by a very special friend that pain is still pain... that loneliness is still loneliness ... that sadness is still sadness ... and that emptiness is still emptiness ... regardless of what has caused those feelings ... and it is that which brings us together ... each one of us ... trying in ouir own way ... to deal with what is so overwhelming at times ... each one of us ... struggling at times ... just to get through one breath at a time ...

[celinedionsfan]

I will go down with this ship

and I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door,

I'm in love and always will be

 

Dido

 

 

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[celinedionsfan]

Today every breath I take is just another reminder that I barely care about breathing ... every second is just one more second of profound sadness and emptiness ...

[VanMerlin]

It's been a long, long day

It's gonna be a long, dark night

The streets are empty

And the stars are bright

 

My old friend has left me

For some whiskey down the road

Guess I'm spending this

Dark night alone.

[celinedionsfan]

Guess I'm spending this

Dark night alone.

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Every dark night alone ....

[VanMerlin]

Guess I'm spending this

Dark night alone.

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Every dark night alone ....

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Yep...

[celinedionsfan]

The more real ... the more time that passes ... the less real it seems ...

[VanMerlin]

There are days when one doesn't know what it real and what isn't...the misery is so numbing that a state of unconsciousness is all that we walk through, wondering when it was that we woke up, and if we really woke up after all.

[celinedionsfan]

There are days when one doesn't know what it real and what isn't...the misery is so numbing that a state of unconsciousness is all that we walk through, wondering when it was that we woke up, and if we really woke up after all.

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I still want to wake up and find her there even though I know that can not happen ... so many reminders ...

[VanMerlin]

so many reminders ...

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You'll have reminders for all of your life. I'm not sure when a reminder turns from a thing that inspires tears to one that inspires a smile and a laugh. I suppose that's up to the heart.

[celinedionsfan]

You'll have reminders for all of your life. I'm not sure when a reminder turns from a thing that inspires tears to one that inspires a smile and a laugh. I suppose that's up to the heart.

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I know the time will come when I will be grateful for the reminders of the love we shared ... of having loved and been loved so deeply ... of all that we did and shared in the time we had ... but at this moment ... I am so painfully aware of what I have lost ... what I can never have again ... of every mistake and every regret ... some times it's more than I can deal with ... and everything else has becomes so very difficult ...

[VanMerlin]

It's an important time to go through...mourning and grief...turning around and seeing an item, smelling a scent, noticing how the light comes in the window and how similar it is to one afternoon you remember so clearly being with her, and feeling loss. I've heard that it is the heart's way of healing itself...of knowing that something is gone but being softened by the sense that it is still there in some way. But the mind knows better, doesn't it? It knows the reality of endings and understands that when you wake up one morning, everything that was changed is still the same and she won't walk through the door like your heart believes.

 

I suppose it's the time when the mind and heart battle it out, and yet neither is stronger than the other in this time, is it?

[celinedionsfan]

I've heard that it is the heart's way of healing itself...of knowing that something is gone but being softened by the sense that it is still there in some way.

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But I do not "feel" her presence at all ... only her absence ... and my heart shatters over and over again ...