raluca Posted August 1, 2006 at 10:58 PM Posted August 1, 2006 at 10:58 PM after realizing i have no life at all, i thought that it would be a blessing for me and the others to just...fade away i died in my dreams... Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
celinedionsfan Posted August 1, 2006 at 11:20 PM Posted August 1, 2006 at 11:20 PM Lost inside a painripping throughyour heartand shatteringyour souloverwhelmed bya sadnessand an emptinessthat is nowso unbearablethe memoriesof every hope,every dream,everything youever wantedcrash in your mindlike relentless waveson a fragile shoreas tearsfall from eyesthat see nothingbut darknessgrief drives youto your kneesas you desperatelysearch forsomethinganythingto set you freefrom this prisonof despairbut there justdoesn't seemto be any wayto escapeand if I tell youthat you canget through thisthat you arethe lightin that darknessthat in the piecesof yourshattered souland yourbeautiful heartis a flamethat is still burningyou 'd probablytell me thatthe fireburned outa long time agobut I knowit hasn'tbecause I canstill see it ... Quote http://i60.photobucket.com/albums/h24/celinedionsfan/candmsig8.jpg
celinerific Posted August 2, 2006 at 01:01 AM Posted August 2, 2006 at 01:01 AM I miss someone that I loved so dearly... Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
mazceline Posted August 2, 2006 at 02:44 PM Author Posted August 2, 2006 at 02:44 PM after realizing i have no life at all, i thought that it would be a blessing for me and the others to just...fade away i died in my dreams...<{POST_SNAPBACK}> You worry me, you sound so much like i was a few years ago, lets hope it stays only a dream x x x Talk and Talk somemore it helps i really mean it, only if you are completely open Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
Krys Posted August 3, 2006 at 08:31 AM Posted August 3, 2006 at 08:31 AM after realizing i have no life at all, i thought that it would be a blessing for me and the others to just...fade away i died in my dreams...<{POST_SNAPBACK}> touch wood, my friend. touch wood... wish i could talk to you more often Quote
celinerific Posted August 3, 2006 at 02:50 PM Posted August 3, 2006 at 02:50 PM after realizing i have no life at all, i thought that it would be a blessing for me and the others to just...fade away i died in my dreams...<{POST_SNAPBACK}> Why do you feel this way? I'm really hoping I can help. Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
raluca Posted August 3, 2006 at 11:13 PM Posted August 3, 2006 at 11:13 PM thank you so much for your concern! feeling better now cause of my angel Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
mazceline Posted August 4, 2006 at 08:26 AM Author Posted August 4, 2006 at 08:26 AM you do worry me Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
celinerific Posted August 4, 2006 at 03:41 PM Posted August 4, 2006 at 03:41 PM thank you so much for your concern! feeling better now cause of my angel <{POST_SNAPBACK}> It's great to hear that your clouds are fading away. Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
raluca Posted August 4, 2006 at 07:42 PM Posted August 4, 2006 at 07:42 PM thank you so much for your concern! feeling better now cause of my angel <{POST_SNAPBACK}> It's great to hear that your clouds are fading away. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> at least for now http://rapidshare.de/files/28196009/Raluca..._nages.mp3.html i've just recorded Tu nages...i find it so souless Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
celinerific Posted August 5, 2006 at 02:31 AM Posted August 5, 2006 at 02:31 AM Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
mazceline Posted August 5, 2006 at 07:33 AM Author Posted August 5, 2006 at 07:33 AM come on people Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
raluca Posted August 5, 2006 at 10:42 AM Posted August 5, 2006 at 10:42 AM i dreamed of my angel last night so even if it's raining right now, i feel a bit more better Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
Célinefull Posted August 5, 2006 at 11:47 AM Posted August 5, 2006 at 11:47 AM i dreamed of my angel last night so even if it's raining right now, i feel a bit more better <{POST_SNAPBACK}> awh, Raluca, sometimes the things you say make me soooo sad. Quote http://img695.imageshack.us/img695/7108/ziegfieldgirlbanner.jpg
raluca Posted August 5, 2006 at 02:18 PM Posted August 5, 2006 at 02:18 PM i dreamed of my angel last night so even if it's raining right now, i feel a bit more better <{POST_SNAPBACK}> awh, Raluca, sometimes the things you say make me soooo sad. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> i'm sorry for that i don't want to make you feel sad Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
mazceline Posted August 5, 2006 at 03:26 PM Author Posted August 5, 2006 at 03:26 PM (edited) hey he means he feels for you and your pain and like all of us wish we had the words to help you through this s*** time well ive been doing better, but laura phoned me to tell me she is having a baby, and wanted me to know before the rest as she knew i would be sad, i aint sad as such, i just guess now the thing the strong thing we had has come to an end, i guess i knew it would, she says ill always be her first true love, some how thats not enough Edited August 5, 2006 at 03:32 PM by mazceline Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
raluca Posted August 5, 2006 at 06:58 PM Posted August 5, 2006 at 06:58 PM i'm down again i'm sick of this! and to make it worse, one of my best friend is down too cause her mother can't understand her and she feels that her family is broken down i'm sick of this stupid world and this solitude!!!! Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
celinerific Posted August 5, 2006 at 11:57 PM Posted August 5, 2006 at 11:57 PM I think you look at the dark side of life too much. Time to open the curtains and look at the lighter side. Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
mazceline Posted August 6, 2006 at 09:54 AM Author Posted August 6, 2006 at 09:54 AM i have to agree, you wont ever feel happy, if you see the bad in everthing Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
celinerific Posted August 6, 2006 at 05:57 PM Posted August 6, 2006 at 05:57 PM Go on. Open the curtains. It's a pretty view. Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
raluca Posted August 6, 2006 at 08:16 PM Posted August 6, 2006 at 08:16 PM i try, and i try, and i try...and it's useless! cause everytime i find a little bit of faith to hold on to someone dear to me lets me down...the few friends i have in town varely have time for me i'm asking for a walk and it's way too much... i guess loneliness is my best friend....i wish for something and it goes in vain...everything goes in vain! so how can i see the bright side of things????? Quote J'aimerais tant savoir Souffler comme le vent Sur ton doux visage Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps Casser les nuages Parler même tout bas Juste pout toi et moi De petits riens Mais là-bas Au loin, tu nages... http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gifhttp://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gifView all Bucharest events at Eventful
celinedionsfan Posted August 6, 2006 at 10:35 PM Posted August 6, 2006 at 10:35 PM Having gone and, to some extent, still going through the most difficult moments of my life, the one thing I can tell everyone is that telling someone not to feel what they feel ... to try and find something to be happy about ... to look on the bright side ... to cheer up ... or anything like that really DOES NOT HELP! Actually, it just makes the difficult moments even more painful. Quote http://i60.photobucket.com/albums/h24/celinedionsfan/candmsig8.jpg
medley Posted August 6, 2006 at 11:57 PM Posted August 6, 2006 at 11:57 PM (edited) I agree^When people tell me to cheer up, I just feel worse and inferior for not being able to. Or I want to smack them lol. I have a story too, though I'm not sure if I feel comfortable sharing it at this point. But this site really helped me: http://www.hypericum.com/dep/deptoc.htmI also found people to talk to. I have these online friends now, who started off as a sort of support group. We understand each other, and that alone makes it so much easier to open up about things. Edited August 6, 2006 at 11:59 PM by medley Quote
mazceline Posted August 7, 2006 at 07:56 AM Author Posted August 7, 2006 at 07:56 AM That is really a good site, thankyou for that, having had a breakdown i know how hard it is to get back up, last week my doctor asked me to start seeind a counceller again as he fears i am on the edge, i need to add, i dont feel like before, before i was sad real sad, this time, he thinks im litrally loosing it,im panicing all the time i get a pain im dying ect.. and like yesterday i saw someone at the back door, i went out and next doors door handle was going up and down like someone locking it, as you all know the guy is dead and there aint anyone there, so did i imagine it or was there someone there, its quite scary as its like he thinks im losing my mind or someting, and that is scary as i dont feel like that at all..... Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
Célinefull Posted August 7, 2006 at 08:07 AM Posted August 7, 2006 at 08:07 AM Raluca, sometimes I feel like nothing good is evr going to happen to me, and It feels like I'm just looking for something to be upset about, but you just have to pull through; I don't know a way to make you happy, or a way for you to see the bright side.. Quote http://img695.imageshack.us/img695/7108/ziegfieldgirlbanner.jpg
celinedionsfan Posted August 10, 2006 at 08:53 PM Posted August 10, 2006 at 08:53 PM 5 months ago today my partner, Karen, passed away ... and 5 months later this is still a very difficult day ... Quote http://i60.photobucket.com/albums/h24/celinedionsfan/candmsig8.jpg
celinerific Posted August 11, 2006 at 03:13 AM Posted August 11, 2006 at 03:13 AM Life is full of things that are so difficult, you just have to learn to deal with it all. Quote http://i58.tinypic.com/2qbub9c.png @ErikaTran | Insta: aireexwp | erikatran.com
mazceline Posted August 11, 2006 at 07:22 AM Author Posted August 11, 2006 at 07:22 AM 5 months ago today my partner, Karen, passed away ... and 5 months later this is still a very difficult day ... <{POST_SNAPBACK}> and your strong, you will get there. love you x x x Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
paradox Posted August 11, 2006 at 08:23 AM Posted August 11, 2006 at 08:23 AM Life is full of things that are so difficult, you just have to learn to deal with it all.<{POST_SNAPBACK}> sometimes you cant my love is missing to me i havnt see him more then 14 days Quote http://img231.imageshack.us/img231/6776/sexymumcopylw0.jpg I've seen the tears and the heartacheAnd I've felt the painI've seen the hatredAnd so many lives lost in vainhttp://badge.facebook.com/badge/607836890.403.1463868699.png
mazceline Posted August 11, 2006 at 12:49 PM Author Posted August 11, 2006 at 12:49 PM then you are lucky Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
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