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You are so lucky!!! I might go to France next year to see family but I'm dying to go. I hope that you had fun!

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Merci Céline pour ces deux soirées inoubliables que j'ai passées à tes côtés. Je ne les oublierais jamais.

J't'adore Céline.

Merci.

<3

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The problem I have with guys is that the ones that I like never like me, and the ones I don't like...like me. Like right know I am turning down a guy that I go to school with on Facebook. He likes me a lot but I don't like him at all, the thought of being with him makes me what to puke :puke: !!!! This would be the 2nd time he has asked me out. I wish he would leave me alone!!!!

I kinda have a similar problem. But I don't like anyone at all. But a lot of boys like me!!! So when I tell my friends that I don't like any boys they make an incredibly huge deal about it!!!! There all "Well you're supposed to start liking boys at this age. Are you a lesbian or something? Oh, then you should hook up with Maria." And I'm like "No, you don't have to. And I'm not a lesbian for crying out loud and Maria isn't either!!!" And they just keep saying the same thing when I say I don't like anyone!!!! It's a vicious cycle!!!! Sometimes I wish they would leave me alone. And I wish i could pick a boy who likes me and then just pretend that I like him!!!!! But that would make me wanna puke!! Lol! :sofunny:

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You'll never see the courage i know. It's colours richness won't appear within your view. I'll never glow the way that you glow. Your presence dominates the judgements made on you.

 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights. The shades and shadow undulate in my perception. My feelings swell and strech, I see from greater heights. I understand what I am still too proud to mention to you.

 

You'll say you understand. But you don't understand. You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye. But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie.

 

You'll never touch the things that I hold. The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own. You'll never feel the heat of this soul. My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown.

 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights. The shades and shadows undulate in my perception. My feelings swell and strech, I see from greater heights. I realize what i am now too smart to mention to you.

 

You'll say you understand. You'll never understand. I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why. I don't know what to believe in. You don't know who I am. You'll say I need appeasing when i start to cry. But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie.

 

Never Is A Promise-Fiona Apple

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I kinda have a similar problem. But I don't like anyone at all. But a lot of boys like me!!! So when I tell my friends that I don't like any boys they make an incredibly huge deal about it!!!! There all "Well you're supposed to start liking boys at this age. Are you a lesbian or something? Oh, then you should hook up with Maria." And I'm like "No, you don't have to. And I'm not a lesbian for crying out loud and Maria isn't either!!!" And they just keep saying the same thing when I say I don't like anyone!!!! It's a vicious cycle!!!! Sometimes I wish they would leave me alone. And I wish i could pick a boy who likes me and then just pretend that I like him!!!!! But that would make me wanna puke!! Lol! :sofunny:

 

I know what you’re talking about.... I used to think I was a lesbian b/c every time I had a boyfriend I would break up with him b/c I felt like I wanted to puke whenever I was around him, like I’ve never been dumped before, I’m always breaking up with the guys, and even when I was in a relationship with a guy that I really liked, I broke up with him. But I’m not a lesbian…TRUST ME….lol….It’s just the guys who always ask me out are repulsive. But my last relationship was good until he changed into a close minded, selfish A$$ hole…lol Guys are difficult :disgust:

The Greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to Love and be Loved in return.
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So gorgeous guy flirted with me yesterday. He was so sweet :)

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"Live, for the one I love. Love, as no one has loved. Give, asking nothing in return. And love, until love wears me away.

I'll die, and I know my love will stay. And I know, I know, my love will stay."

Posted
I kinda have a similar problem. But I don't like anyone at all. But a lot of boys like me!!! So when I tell my friends that I don't like any boys they make an incredibly huge deal about it!!!! There all "Well you're supposed to start liking boys at this age. Are you a lesbian or something? Oh, then you should hook up with Maria." And I'm like "No, you don't have to. And I'm not a lesbian for crying out loud and Maria isn't either!!!" And they just keep saying the same thing when I say I don't like anyone!!!! It's a vicious cycle!!!! Sometimes I wish they would leave me alone. And I wish i could pick a boy who likes me and then just pretend that I like him!!!!! But that would make me wanna puke!! Lol! :sofunny:

 

Don't worry, it's nothing to worry about! A couple of my friends never liked a guy before and they are 19 or something. (and they are straight) Everyone is different in that aspect :) And don't pretend that you like someone, it's not your fault or problem.

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Ok so Will is trying to get back with me, and the other day when he text me, me n my friends set it up so I could burn him badly!

W- hi kailyn it's Will

K- sorry I just got out of my game. What are you doing?

W- was that meant to go to me?

K- yeah? Do you want me to talk to you or not? Damn.

W- sorry it was unexpected

K- ?? Back to the question, what are you doing?

W- looking at the sky wondering where the stars are hiding. What are you doing?

K- telling you BYE. Do us both a favor and stop texting me yeah? cause everytime you do it's just gonna end up with me telling you bye like I am now.

W- ah... Alright Kailyn.

 

 

MUAHAHA :sly: :clap:

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I know what you’re talking about.... I used to think I was a lesbian b/c every time I had a boyfriend I would break up with him b/c I felt like I wanted to puke whenever I was around him, like I’ve never been dumped before, I’m always breaking up with the guys, and even when I was in a relationship with a guy that I really liked, I broke up with him. But I’m not a lesbian…TRUST ME….lol….It’s just the guys who always ask me out are repulsive. But my last relationship was good until he changed into a close minded, selfish A$$ hole…lol Guys are difficult :disgust:

Yeah. I know how you feel. And I never ever thought I was a lesbian, my crazy friends just wanna jump to crazy conclusions. And then I thought there was a boy that I liked, but I really didn't. I don't know what was going on with me when I thought I did like him, but I didn't and my friends are like "Well just date someone and and we'll leave you alone about it." And I'm like "What the heck. This is probably some form of peer pressure. Is this some type of initiation to be apart of your friend group. Am I being a victim of hazing or something cuz this is ridiculous." And then they like finally backed off, and finally stopped. But still they accussed my bff of being a lesbian and I'm like "Maria and I are both straight!!!!!" It's stupid!!!! But then I have a friend who I talk to sometimes. And since he's a boy, my friends are like "Darian finally has a boyfriend!!!" And I'm like "No I don't!!!" So no matter a boy or girl, my friends just want me to date someone so I can say I'm dating someone!!! And it's weird cuz they say me and Maria like each other and we'd be good together, but they're totally homophobic!!! I just surround myself with some ridiculous people!!! But I am straight though, even though I don't like anyone! :thumbsup2:

You'll never see the courage i know. It's colours richness won't appear within your view. I'll never glow the way that you glow. Your presence dominates the judgements made on you.

 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights. The shades and shadow undulate in my perception. My feelings swell and strech, I see from greater heights. I understand what I am still too proud to mention to you.

 

You'll say you understand. But you don't understand. You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye. But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie.

 

You'll never touch the things that I hold. The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own. You'll never feel the heat of this soul. My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown.

 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights. The shades and shadows undulate in my perception. My feelings swell and strech, I see from greater heights. I realize what i am now too smart to mention to you.

 

You'll say you understand. You'll never understand. I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why. I don't know what to believe in. You don't know who I am. You'll say I need appeasing when i start to cry. But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie.

 

Never Is A Promise-Fiona Apple

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Yeah. I know how you feel. And I never ever thought I was a lesbian, my crazy friends just wanna jump to crazy conclusions. And then I thought there was a boy that I liked, but I really didn't. I don't know what was going on with me when I thought I did like him, but I didn't and my friends are like "Well just date someone and and we'll leave you alone about it." And I'm like "What the heck. This is probably some form of peer pressure. Is this some type of initiation to be apart of your friend group. Am I being a victim of hazing or something cuz this is ridiculous." And then they like finally backed off, and finally stopped. But still they accussed my bff of being a lesbian and I'm like "Maria and I are both straight!!!!!" It's stupid!!!! But then I have a friend who I talk to sometimes. And since he's a boy, my friends are like "Darian finally has a boyfriend!!!" And I'm like "No I don't!!!" So no matter a boy or girl, my friends just want me to date someone so I can say I'm dating someone!!! And it's weird cuz they say me and Maria like each other and we'd be good together, but they're totally homophobic!!! I just surround myself with some ridiculous people!!! But I am straight though, even though I don't like anyone! :thumbsup2:

 

Wow....your friends are...they seem kinda not nice: / But all I can say is don't let anyone pressure you... I mean if it were me, I would just be like "Whatever" I don't really care about my reputation. But I’ve learned the best way to ignore people like that is to just not worry about it, be laid-back about it, not listen to them, but sometimes it’s kind of hard to. I like being single, why can’t we just flirt a little :giggle: ….lol I don’t like being tied down ;P Lol

The Greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to Love and be Loved in return.
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Wow....your friends are...they seem kinda not nice: / But all I can say is don't let anyone pressure you... I mean if it were me, I would just be like "Whatever" I don't really care about my reputation. But I’ve learned the best way to ignore people like that is to just not worry about it, be laid-back about it, not listen to them, but sometimes it’s kind of hard to. I like being single, why can’t we just flirt a little :giggle: ….lol I don’t like being tied down ;P Lol

To be honest, sometimes they aren't. It's a bunch of drama over nothing!! But you're right! It is fun being single cuz when I'm with my friends and they'll have a boyfriend (cuz I have one that ALWAYS has a boyfriend) and they'll be like "He's so cute." And I'll say "No, no, no. You have a boyfriend already." It's rather funny. But then there's a girl I know who told me that she was gonna hook me up with this kid she knows. But she showed me the kid and the kid ended up being a kid that I couldn't stand thet used to go to my school!!!! It was completely awkward!!!!

 

But Kailyn, I know how you feel, but my situation is a little different. There's a kid that likes me and he will never give up!! He always tries to make me jealous, he tries to secretly ask me out, and when someone accuses him of liking me, he just looks and doesn't deny it!!! He even wrote me a letter asking me why do I hate him!!! He's evil, that's why I hate him!!! But I showed the letter to my mum and now she keeps it on the fridge!!! She told me that if I ever move it, I'll be grounded!! And she always calls him my boyfriend ever since I gave her that letter!!

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You'll never see the courage i know. It's colours richness won't appear within your view. I'll never glow the way that you glow. Your presence dominates the judgements made on you.

 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights. The shades and shadow undulate in my perception. My feelings swell and strech, I see from greater heights. I understand what I am still too proud to mention to you.

 

You'll say you understand. But you don't understand. You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye. But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie.

 

You'll never touch the things that I hold. The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own. You'll never feel the heat of this soul. My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown.

 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights. The shades and shadows undulate in my perception. My feelings swell and strech, I see from greater heights. I realize what i am now too smart to mention to you.

 

You'll say you understand. You'll never understand. I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why. I don't know what to believe in. You don't know who I am. You'll say I need appeasing when i start to cry. But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie.

 

Never Is A Promise-Fiona Apple

Posted
Dam#, I was just about to talk to Nathan. Then he leaves. :angry2:
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Haven't gotten the chance to talk to Alan in forever! Like just a "Good night : D" here and there but we're both always so busy :down: it gets challenging.

 

That doesn't bother me as much as not getting to talk to my Heffy all day anymore! I'm so lonely out on the court with all those girls! :crybaby: lol!

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Some people have everything. And they have nothing. It's wonderful... - C e l i n e ♥

Posted
I miss Kailyn more because she's playing volleyball and I'm at home doing nothing!!!!!

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"Live, for the one I love. Love, as no one has loved. Give, asking nothing in return. And love, until love wears me away.

I'll die, and I know my love will stay. And I know, I know, my love will stay."

Posted
Ney to that mon amie! You're at home texting your soon to be hubby (in like 5 years) lol jk!! :P

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Some people have everything. And they have nothing. It's wonderful... - C e l i n e ♥

Posted
Yeah except I didn't text him back cuz I didn't want him to come over! :wacko:

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"Live, for the one I love. Love, as no one has loved. Give, asking nothing in return. And love, until love wears me away.

I'll die, and I know my love will stay. And I know, I know, my love will stay."

Posted

Like I said before...Jean-Séb!!! :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

He's even hotter in person! :w00t: :giggle:

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Like I said before...Jean-Séb!!! :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

He's even hotter in person! :w00t: :giggle:

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Oh he is a hottie. Question how did you meet her bandmembers?

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Yeah except I didn't text him back cuz I didn't want him to come over! :wacko:

 

You're gonna be so thrill :wub:

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Some people have everything. And they have nothing. It's wonderful... - C e l i n e ♥

Posted
^^ I cant believe he didnt even come tonight! I swear I changed my shirt like 3 times!

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"Live, for the one I love. Love, as no one has loved. Give, asking nothing in return. And love, until love wears me away.

I'll die, and I know my love will stay. And I know, I know, my love will stay."

Posted

^ SO CUTE! :wub:

 

"Sorry I couldn't hear you I was drinking water" :doh:

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Some people have everything. And they have nothing. It's wonderful... - C e l i n e ♥

Posted
Like I said before...Jean-Séb!!! :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

He's even hotter in person! :w00t: :giggle:

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You're so lucky!!! He's so cute!!! It's true that he's even cuter in person. I saw him pretty close the first night when he comes out for his solo... I couldn't (and still can't) get over how cute he is!!! :wub:

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Merci Céline pour ces deux soirées inoubliables que j'ai passées à tes côtés. Je ne les oublierais jamais.

J't'adore Céline.

Merci.

<3

Posted
^ :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: That picture is the wallpaper on my laptop :) :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:
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Posted
Who's the girl in the yellow dress?

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Aww Alan gives the cutest hugs :wub:

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Posted
Who's the girl in the yellow dress?

 

Ahaha, ME! :P

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Ahaha, ME! :P

:o I love that dress!!

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Some people have everything. And they have nothing. It's wonderful... - C e l i n e ♥

Posted
Haha! You guys look like models! :D

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"Live, for the one I love. Love, as no one has loved. Give, asking nothing in return. And love, until love wears me away.

I'll die, and I know my love will stay. And I know, I know, my love will stay."

Posted
LOl, you guys would make a great couple.

 

YES!!! I AGREE! :laugh: :yes:

 

Thanks ya'll! ^_^

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