babymonkey Posted April 13, 2008 at 11:04 AM Posted April 13, 2008 at 11:04 AM Over the last year or two I have done and said many bad things. Things that were out of character for me. I cheated on my girlfriend. I lied compulsively. And I hurt a lot of people's feelings. And most of that lying was on here. I'm not 100% sure why I did it. I think it may be a low self esteem thing, or a left over from a troubled child hood, but whatever it is I am seeking help for it. I've been suffering depression for many years (until very recently in silence) and it has taken it's toll on my life. So what I would like to do is write an apology to all those I lied to and finally tell the truth about certain things. Firstly, I was not sick. It was a horrible thing to say, I don't know why I said it. And to all those true suffferers out there I am sorry for belittling your pain with my lies. Secondly, I am living in Ireland. I am training to be a pilot but the move to Florida was temporary. As for other things I have lied about, I don't know. There have been too many to keep track of. If you wish to have anything clarified, please ask. Finally, I would like to apologise to my wonderful, kind, sweet and understanding girlfriend Jen. She is the most beautiful, sexiest, most amazing woman in the world. She is my reason for living. She has stuck by me through everything. One final thing I said was about her having an accident. She did not. She did suffer an illness which left her paralysed, and it is one of the reasons we met. We met online and I have loved her so much for the last year and three months. I love her more each day. If I didn't have her by my side through all of this I probably would not be here today to write this. The last thing I want to do is reiterate how sorry I am for what I have done. To anyone I have hurt with my lies I am truly, truly sorry. Quote http://gamesnet.vo.llnwd.net/o1/gamestar/objects/117454_main.jpgCut Price Polaris Force
CelineAndRene Posted April 13, 2008 at 10:36 PM Posted April 13, 2008 at 10:36 PM ... Quote "...It's the circle of life. You gotta look forward. Two days during the year there's nothing you can do about: yesterday and tomorrow. Today is a great day." - Celine Dion, People.
mazceline Posted April 15, 2008 at 06:01 AM Posted April 15, 2008 at 06:01 AM ......... Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
VintageCeline Posted April 15, 2008 at 09:41 AM Posted April 15, 2008 at 09:41 AM Hmmm?????? I have no idea what to say to that. Quote http://24.media.tumblr.com/94198518f8a09aef1d336d6fde8fc8b3/tumblr_mkdcezs36X1r7lwiso1_400.jpg
mazceline Posted April 15, 2008 at 10:22 AM Posted April 15, 2008 at 10:22 AM another attemp at attention seeking i can only guess Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
Jeffieboi Posted April 16, 2008 at 01:37 AM Posted April 16, 2008 at 01:37 AM Okay maybe there was some kind of drama before I became active here but...what are you talking about? Quote
Celine's Wife Posted April 16, 2008 at 04:17 AM Posted April 16, 2008 at 04:17 AM A way to vent the thoughts of the mind and to try and bring a little peace to ones self by writing all the thoughts down? Quote Beautiful Sin - My Elizabeth Perkins Website! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v510/cathydion2/cdfsig.jpg We might kiss when we are alone... When nobody's watching... We might take it home... We might make out... When nobody's there... It's not that we're scared... It's just that it's delicate... We might live like never before... When there's nothing to give... Well how can we ask for more... We might make love in some sacred place... The look on your face is delicate
Céline's Blues Posted April 16, 2008 at 11:54 AM Posted April 16, 2008 at 11:54 AM Um, babymonkey, I hope everything is ok. I know you've been under doctor's care recently, I truly hope everything is ok. Quote http://i.imgur.com/dmreJ.jpg
babymonkey Posted April 17, 2008 at 10:37 AM Author Posted April 17, 2008 at 10:37 AM I am not looking for attention. People are entitled to believe what they want. After so much that I have done I have no reason to believe that people would think anything else of me. All I can say is apart from anything people wish to ask for clarification or anything on I am done with this forum. I will not be posting any more. I don't feel I have the right to. Again, I am truly sorry Quote http://gamesnet.vo.llnwd.net/o1/gamestar/objects/117454_main.jpgCut Price Polaris Force
Snowhite Posted April 17, 2008 at 05:41 PM Posted April 17, 2008 at 05:41 PM hey!What happened ?Don't be sad about that Ok some members were rude Don't pay attention.Just do what you want to do.I can understand that you are sad about some things you have done.But life goes on.You have the right to post here whatever you want.By the way is an off topic section . Quote
LuisMa Posted April 17, 2008 at 05:57 PM Posted April 17, 2008 at 05:57 PM I don't know about the situation, but you were brave to come here and post your thoughts about what is going on with your life, which by the way I hope you're doing fine. And yes, you should not pay attention to what people say about you in a negative way. Everybody makes mistakes, and hey, if you've learned from them, that's what matters the most. Quote
mazceline Posted April 18, 2008 at 09:49 AM Posted April 18, 2008 at 09:49 AM hey not being nasty but in my experience people lie for the attention, so i have my view and sorry you guys dont like it, but people do get seriously hurt by lies remember Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
LikeTheRiverJordan Posted April 18, 2008 at 01:05 PM Posted April 18, 2008 at 01:05 PM I am new. I don't know you or your situation or what might have occurred. People do make up lies for attention I have had my fair share of being lied to by the best liars that exist... but... There's always a reason for feeling so bad that you need to get attention by lying about terrible things. It was cool that you owned up to it. And that's all you can do is apologise and try to make amends for it. I hope that you succeed and everything goes well and people will have forgiveness in their hearts. Quote http://www.justonelung.org - personal website & collective You gave me faith because you believed, I'm everything I am, because you loved me. "The very things that held you down are going to carry you up" -- Timothy Mouse, Dumbo
mazceline Posted April 19, 2008 at 08:00 AM Posted April 19, 2008 at 08:00 AM lol thats what i meant x x Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
Duchess Posted April 19, 2008 at 02:57 PM Posted April 19, 2008 at 02:57 PM why do people ALWAYS assume that others are attention seekers just because they say or do things. to those of you who have called this person an attention seeker...........get over yourself, stop thinking you're the psychiatrist! Quote http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v158/Duchess_Nicol/flower20cropped.jpg
Snowhite Posted April 19, 2008 at 03:42 PM Posted April 19, 2008 at 03:42 PM why do people ALWAYS assume that others are attention seekers just because they say or do things. to those of you who have called this person an attention seeker...........get over yourself, stop thinking you're the psychiatrist! Υou've got a point Why someone to try to get attention by others by posting things in Celine forum..Come on people be serious Quote
mazceline Posted April 21, 2008 at 08:32 AM Posted April 21, 2008 at 08:32 AM oh sorry i made a point forgot it was about someone lying... Quote http://i16.tinypic.com/7yg8tv8.jpgSignature made by the webmiss of www.celinerific.comCeline is in 2 words MY ANGEL x x
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