Pebbles in a pond

[mazceline]

i was seeing her for a year till christmas, she decided that she could never tell people so it hurt too much and ended it she really hurt me now she, plays me cause she knows ill come running, before i got married i was with a girl who i believe that was the real thing but again she was not ready to come out, i will get there damien is going through the same thing its hard i feel for him, im stronger now it still hurts but when i was 16 like him it would have been the end of the world

 

 

I bet you lot think im a right sad case, i drink gay, married, deppressed, self harmer(ex) in abusive relation

 

 

but im still here and at this moment apart from the drink everything is coming together thanks to you lot too

Edited April 25, 2006 at 06:45 PM by mazceline

[celinedionsfan]

"I bet you lot think im a right sad case, i drink gay, married, deppressed, self harmer(ex) in abusive relation "

 

I think you are a strong woman who is dealing with the fact that you, like all of us, are human ... and we all have our flaws ... our moments that we're not proud of ... our regrets ... and sometimes life can seem so overwhelming that the best we can do is just get through the days and nights ... one moment at a time ... one breath at a time ...

 

Just know Maz ... that you are loved ... not judged ...

 

Patty

Edited April 25, 2006 at 06:54 PM by celinedionsfan

[VanMerlin]

Maz, at any time in our life, we all do the best we can. "The best we can" changes from day to day...some days we're stronger than others. If I thought you were a sad case for your circumstance...what would people say about me? I'm not about to judge you for coping the best way you know how. What I will do is be there if you need...like many others here are there for you.

[1Celine12]

You should try and not let the demon ale as you have called it run your life. Also as many have said, you should know that you have friends that trully care about you. I think you are a nice person and you should not put yourself down. WE love you and will always LOVE you. Keep that in mind and that will get you through the rough times in life.

 

I have the good LORD by my side and whenever I need to talk about my problems, I go to HIM and calmly talk about them to HIM and always know that I have to be patient when asking for forgiveness. I will keep you in my prayers all the time, Marie.

 

I have friends here that care and I know since I can't drink I will never be demonized by the drink.

[Célinefull]

Awh Marie, I wish I had have been in this thread sooner, you know that we have spoken about this before, and you deserve so much more than what you are getting from the people in your life right now.

 

Just remember that we are here (I am here especially for you) whenever you have a problem. Like I was saying the other day, don't believe that you don't have any friends or that your 'sad' because we are here for ya.

[mazceline]

Im good , now cause i talked about mu problems, never not once thinking that i would be laughted at of judged here, now honestly i feel great, i just have to beat the booze, which only me alone can do, then i think ill be getting somewhere at last

 

 

Thankyou people

[Célinefull]

you'll do it Marie.

[Krys]

be strong mate i believe you can beat the booze any day and you know we love you

[mazceline]

I just called out your name, and i know where ever i am , ill come running to see you again, winter, spring, summer or fall, all you got to do is call, and ill be there yes i will, YOU GOT A FRIEND

[celinedionsfan]

Always ... Maz ... always

[celinedionsfan]

We may never know that what we say or write

will help another find the light

on what was the darkest night ...

 

[1Celine12]

That's true all the way, celindionsfan. I like your topic very much. I like everything everyone here says. I just think that people need to know that they're LOVED on this forum and keep that in mind the rest of the time on here.

[Célinefull]

Thanks a lot to Marie, Cathy, Pat and Krys (yes even you!!) for helping me out these past couple of days - they've been tough but really great and I feel like I've grown a lot.

[celinedionsfan]

Always ... Damien ...

 

[Célinefull]

I say, and in no way is this subjunctive, I'll be happier now than ever before.

[celinedionsfan]

That's true all the way, celindionsfan.  I like your topic very much.  I like everything everyone here says.  I just think that people need to know that they're LOVED on this forum and keep that in mind the rest of the time on here.

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Thank you!

 

[mazceline]

we spend all our time waiting, waiting for second chances, for a break that makes it ok, there seems always a reason to feel bad about ourselves, to feel not good enough, in this world,

Memories of my past seep through my veins, i wish i could empty these thoughts and maybe, ill find some peace tonight.

sometimes i wish i was in the arms of an angel who would fly me away from the endlessness that i fear

now when ever i feel nowhere to turn , here i find my angel, ready to help me in my hour of need

See in life friends are some times all you ever need

 

And i thank god i have you all here with me love Marie x

[1Celine12]

Thanks Marie for calling us your friends. If there is ever a time you need to talk please feel free to either PM or email me and we can talk about anything you need to talk about. I am always there for you no matter what. Remember that.

[mazceline]

I will

[mazceline]

we spend all our time waiting, waiting for second chances, for a break that makes it ok, there seems always a reason to feel bad about ourselves, to feel not good enough, in this world,

Memories of my past seep through my veins, i wish i could empty these thoughts and maybe, ill find some peace tonight.

sometimes i wish i was in the arms of an angel who would fly me away from the endlessness that i fear

now when ever i feel nowhere to turn , here i find my angel, ready to help me in my hour of need

See in life friends are some times all you ever need

 

And i thank god i have you all here with me love Marie x

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i know you all know who i mean

[1Celine12]

I know what you mean, Marie. You mean that sometimes we have bad moments in life and when we go online or talk to friends over the phone they make us feel better than before.

 

Also about the "memories seeping through our veins" part, you mean that there are bad memories that we don't need dredged up ever again.

 

 

I know that everything said in this post is right about what you said, Marie.

 

Have a good day and if you need to be happy look at Steven and think of the times you have together and know that they will always be there no matter how rough things get in your life. GODSPEED.

 

LOVE,

 

DANA

[Krys]

Thanks a lot to Marie, Cathy, Pat and Krys (yes even you!!) for helping me out these past couple of days - they've been tough but really great and I feel like I've grown a lot.

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never knew i could help people. all i know im an angel to some and a devil to others anyways, glad i helped you.

 

To Cathy, Damien, Marie, Patty...CHEERS MATES!

[Célinefull]

har har @Krys

 

I think the fact that this forum has a lot more mature people in it helps to give it a calmer vibe.

[Krys]

i take that the smiley being hit is me?

[mazceline]

I guess there are people here, who have lived, lived through losses, hurt, abuse, sexuality, at the end of the day it causes us to grow up real quick, but if any of us can help one an other by sharing there thoughts, the age doesnt matter at all.

[Célinefull]

I guess there are people here, who have lived, lived through losses, hurt, abuse, sexuality, at the end of the day it causes us to grow up real quick, but if any of us can help one an other by sharing there thoughts, the age doesnt matter at all.

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I agree Maz, I think kids grow up way to quick these days, I can't believe I'm already having to work at unhardening myself at 16 years old! I should be naïve and trusting now! Not guarded and jaded like I am now.

[mazceline]

sometimes i forget your so young as you have a older head on your shoulders

[Krys]

yeah well, im kinda tired of some people judging me by age...gets kinda annoying at times

[mazceline]

yes but cause you are under the age of concent of a lot of things, sadly people have to be careful what they say,

[Krys]

that didnt stop me