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What I TRULY want is something I can't have...for a good many reasons At this point, it's not even conceivable.

Welcome to my life... :pinch:

Anyways...

This morning I woke up and I wanted to stay in bed forever and don't even open the window, no sun, nothing. But I had to go to work. Instead of just sitting here feeling sorry for myself I tried to think of something else, like all the fun we make of our teachers in college. 5 minutes later I was doing funny graphics about this for my friends' display pictures on msn. And yeah, that made me feel so much better.

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"And really - isn't NOT caring about what others think of you the hallmark of a cool person?"

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I hope you're ok Monica. :blushing: :flowers:

 

Yesterday I received a PM from a fan who's so sad for his little sister, she recorded Fan de and Hit machine but it didn't work, she was so disappointed that she started crying... so he asked me if I could make a CD with the videos on it, which I did. I'm so glad to make this girl happy. :wub:

 

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Awww, that was kind of you! :clap:

 

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Gosh! it seems like everyone around here is down about something or another lately.

 

You know I used to be down all the time, I always looked at others and wondered why they were so happy and things always seemed so easy for them, I felt as if nothing in my life ever went right. But a few months ago my whole outlook on life changed. I stopped asking myself "why, why, why" and I started telling myself "everything happens for a reason...if it's meant to be, it's meant to be". I'm not saying that everything is roses now, I constantly have to remind myself that everything does happen for a reason, I may not know what that reason is right now but someday I will. I found that by forcing yourself to maintain this state of mind can actually change you life...for the better. Since I've adopted this laid back way of living, I've found love, I've been able to seperate myself from the people who were causing me stress and pain, and I've been able to move my life forward in ways I couldn't have imagined. On top of all that I can finally say that dispite all the road bumps that I encounter everyday, I am truely happy.

 

Anyway...just my thoughts, I hope some of you who are struggling right now can find some peace aswell.

 

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It's funny. I have that same philosophy, Piglot. If I didn't...I wouldn't even want to imagine. I don't care much about what happens...it's for something. But, waiting for something new to come along...I'm waiting for that 'window' to open, and being in limbo is strange and rough.

 

Emotions fluxuate. Sadness and despair come to even the most resilient person, and it's useful.

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I feel weird because I hate being a whinning boring cry baby complaining all the time.

It's just that I'm going through what I can call the biggest disappointment of all my life. And it's pretty much recent and it's still hurting me quite a lot.

The best way I find to get over these things is finding something to do, concentrate on doing something so you won't think, won't feel. It always works for me.

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"And really - isn't NOT caring about what others think of you the hallmark of a cool person?"

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I feel weird because I hate being a whinning boring cry baby complaining all the time.

It's just that I'm going through what I can call the biggest disappointment of all my life. And it's pretty much recent and it's still hurting me quite a lot.

The best way I find to get over these things is finding something to do, concentrate on doing something so you won't think, won't feel. It always works for me.

 

I actually deal with stuff in the exact opposite way as you. I delve head on into my situations, try to feel them as acutely as possible, understand every way in which I am being affected, and then learn and heal. I had a nervous breakdown doing it your way. I don't know how you do it!!

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I don't know if this is the healthiest way of doing things or not but what I do is I just don't let too many things or people get to me. What I mean is that I refuse to let most people really bother me. I have a select few people who I "let in" and that's it...well I say select few but the truth of the matter is there are only 3 people who can hurt me, my mom, my boyfriend, and when my sister gets older I know she will be the third. This is the way I have been dealing with things since my parents divorced. When I found out that my dad was cheating on my mom I started putting up "walls" between me and most everybody. I can get along with everyone, I can talk to them and even discuss semi-personal things with them but when it comes to letting them affect my heart/happiness; it just doesn't happen. I've had too many people I care or once cared about let me down and I no longer will allow it to happen. It doesn't mean I don't care about these people I just...whats the word...protect myself from future dissappointment.

 

Monica: you can't let these people rule your life and determine your happiness. It's just not worth it. I know you love them, but are you really gonna let their unhappiness push you down?? Be there for them, help them the best you can and be a friend when they finally realize that they need one, but don't make yourself miserable. You're young, you're smart, you're such a sweet person, and I know you have got so much in your future. Remember that!!!

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n-am iubit pe nimeni asa cum te-am iubit pe tine...

 

who can guess what i've just written? :P

 

i wanna go outside :pinch: i feel like a prisoner in my room...in my house...in this whole world! :pinch:

 

Holograf lyrics???

 

 

how did u know????????? yeah...i love that band! it means i have never loved anyone like i love you

 

What I TRULY want is something I can't have...for a good many reasons (which I can't get into right now so you'll have to take my word for it and believe me). At this point, it's not even conceivable.

 

i know exactly how that feels...

 

today i've taken a very hard decision :cry: heavy on my heart...but i had to do it :down:

 

VanMerlin i'll try to write you soon...i just have to find the right words...thank you for everything!

J'aimerais tant savoir

Souffler comme le vent

Sur ton doux visage

Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps

Casser les nuages

Parler même tout bas

Juste pout toi et moi

De petits riens

Mais là-bas

Au loin, tu nages...

 

 

 

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Monica: you can't let these people rule your life and determine your happiness.  It's just not worth it.  I know you love them, but are you really gonna let their unhappiness push you down??  Be there for them, help them the best you can and be a friend when they finally realize that they need one, but don't make yourself miserable.  You're young, you're smart, you're such a sweet person, and I know you have got so much in your future.  Remember that!!!

Awwwwww :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

I'll pm you latter, if you want to.

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"And really - isn't NOT caring about what others think of you the hallmark of a cool person?"

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Monica: you can't let these people rule your life and determine your happiness.  It's just not worth it.  I know you love them, but are you really gonna let their unhappiness push you down??  Be there for them, help them the best you can and be a friend when they finally realize that they need one, but don't make yourself miserable.  You're young, you're smart, you're such a sweet person, and I know you have got so much in your future.  Remember that!!!

Awwwwww :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

I'll pm you latter, if you want to.

 

Of course! You can PM me anytime.

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weather is wonderful this week, already feels like summer B)

Hope everyone is doing well :flowers:

 

I hope you're ok Monica.  :blushing:  :flowers:

 

Yesterday I received a PM from a fan who's so sad for his little sister, she recorded Fan de and Hit machine but it didn't work, she was so disappointed that she started crying... so he asked me if I could make a CD with the videos on it, which I did. I'm so glad to make this girl happy.  :wub:

that's sweet of you! :wub:

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weather is wonderful this week, already feels like summer  B)

 

I know what you mean!! The weather is PERFECT! I can actually wear sandals again!

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I feel a bit ill today, I think it's jsut cause I'm exhausted

 

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I had a very pleasant day!!!! I went to have lunch with my mom, my aunt and my cousin at a nice restaurant - not expensive - pretty much cheap to say the truth hehe `cause its healthy food - salads etc and their prices are really nice. After that we went to a place here called "downtown" - its like a open mall kind of a city lol - and we saw a movie which was pretty cool and i totally forgot the name in english right now lol ....pppfff lol

 

PS: and on the top of that I just finished watching the whole first season of Desesperate Housewives......wow lol so cool and I got so pissed of by the way it ended up.... LOL It did let me so curious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL I desesperaly need to see the second season NOW!!! LOL

 

Hey Monica, be good to yourself! :) You're strong and you will go trhough it and you will be the winner! :) I'm sure that in the end you will laugh about all this situation. :) I'm here ALWAYS by youy side :)

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It's always possible to change!

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"On ne grandit pas, on pousse un peu, tout juste, les temps d'un rêve, d'un songe,
Et les toucher du doigt, Mais on n'oublie pas, L'enfant qui reste, presque nu, les
instants d'innocence, Quand on savait pas... On ne change pas..."

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I officially hate being single but this time around...I think i'll take a girl.

 

Somehow, I feel like a bad imitation of Cathy....

Je t'aime Cèline!

Alleyse

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I still can not believe that I got the best actresses award at our play.

 

Its pretty cool though.

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Somehow, I feel like a bad imitation of Cathy....

 

:lmao:

 

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We might kiss when we are alone... When nobody's watching... We might take it home... We might make out... When nobody's there... It's not that we're scared... It's just that it's delicate... We might live like never before... When there's nothing to give... Well how can we ask for more... We might make love in some sacred place... The look on your face is delicate

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PS: and on the top of that I just finished watching the whole first season of Desesperate Housewives......wow lol so cool and I got so pissed of by the way it ended up.... LOL It did let me so curious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL I desesperaly need to see the second season NOW!!! LOL

 

good to see there's someone else who likes watching Desperate Housewives :clap: I'm pretty sure you'll like season 2 just as much as the first one. It's pretty interesting to see where things go.....Especially with Bree :D

Les jours avec et les jours sans, c'est la pluie après le beau temps

Je peux vous dire droit dans les yeux, qu'avec le pire j'ai fait au mieux.

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Mmmmm.... Burritos :msn-tongue:

 

LMAO, speak of the devil, my room mate is watching desperate housewives right now :mdr:

 

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We might kiss when we are alone... When nobody's watching... We might take it home... We might make out... When nobody's there... It's not that we're scared... It's just that it's delicate... We might live like never before... When there's nothing to give... Well how can we ask for more... We might make love in some sacred place... The look on your face is delicate

Posted
I hate daylight savings!! UGH!!!! It's almost 1am. :glare:

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Yeah, it's not helping my exhaustion issue much

 

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We might kiss when we are alone... When nobody's watching... We might take it home... We might make out... When nobody's there... It's not that we're scared... It's just that it's delicate... We might live like never before... When there's nothing to give... Well how can we ask for more... We might make love in some sacred place... The look on your face is delicate

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dashing through the snow, in a one horse open sleigh...

 

ok, im too early for Christmas :lmao: been through a good day today. been laughing and laughing and laughing. bit crazy in the head right now. eh, hm...everything seems pretty good today. wonder if something good is gonna happen soon :P

 

"Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste"

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i just got up and im still tried :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Honey Lets Make Love All Night Long Until The Sun Comes Up.......... Oh It Feels So Good To Be In Your Arms

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If Only Wall Could Talk

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My Lover,My Joy,My Everything,You And My Little Celine You Are My World,Your Needs Are My Needs

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You Make A Women Out Of Me

It Feels Soooooooo Gooooood I Want To Cry

Oh I Love It When Were Behind Close Doors..............

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Oh Yes Im So In Love With My Love For seven Years We Have Been Happly Married

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PS: and on the top of that I just finished watching the whole first season of Desesperate Housewives......wow lol so cool and I got so pissed of by the way it ended up.... LOL It did let me so curious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL I desesperaly need to see the second season NOW!!! LOL

 

good to see there's someone else who likes watching Desperate Housewives :clap: I'm pretty sure you'll like season 2 just as much as the first one. It's pretty interesting to see where things go.....Especially with Bree :D

Hahahaha :kicking: I cant wait to watch it!! The thingi s that I like to watch Gilmore Girls and here both - Gilmore and Desesperate go on air at the same time on the same day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol So, as I didn`t care much about Desesperate before I always watch Gilmore. So, now, I have to check out the time they re-air desesperate to watch it

My sister bought some epis from teh season 2 I`ll ask her to put them into a dvd-r lol I think its just now that they start to air the season 2 here in Brazil - we are always late! Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

 

I hate daylight savings!! UGH!!!! It's almost 1am. :glare:

Me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol Thansk God it`s over here LOL

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It's always possible to change!

Vive le Québec

"On ne grandit pas, on pousse un peu, tout juste, les temps d'un rêve, d'un songe,
Et les toucher du doigt, Mais on n'oublie pas, L'enfant qui reste, presque nu, les
instants d'innocence, Quand on savait pas... On ne change pas..."

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can't pay attention at school...i have a test paper at physics tomorrow and i have't studied a thing! :pinch: i'd love to sleep right now...or i don't know..just do something not to think about anything or feel anything! :pinch:

J'aimerais tant savoir

Souffler comme le vent

Sur ton doux visage

Faire partir le noir, disparaître le temps

Casser les nuages

Parler même tout bas

Juste pout toi et moi

De petits riens

Mais là-bas

Au loin, tu nages...

 

 

 

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Physics...I remember avoiding that class. But I'm betting you're one of those smarty-pants who can still do well without studying. Maybe I shouldn't say that though...it used to annoy me when they said that to me!!!

 

Hey, Raluca, are you being affected by all the flooding in Europe? I saw it on the news and guess who I thought of? wink wink.

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can't pay attention at school...i have a test paper at physics tomorrow and i have't studied a thing! :pinch: i'd love to sleep right now...or i don't know..just do something not to think about anything or feel anything! :pinch:

 

what a coincidence Lulu, i have Physics test tomorrow too :pinch: yuck yuck yuck...

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Just finished watching yesterdays "Desperate Housewives" episode.

From now on I officially have a new favorite quote by Bree:

 

"I'd like to get stinking drunk. Do you have anything that can accomplish that in a hurry?"

 

:lmao: SOOOO FUNNY how she said that :mdr:

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Je peux vous dire droit dans les yeux, qu'avec le pire j'ai fait au mieux.

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